These studies are just sucking my life. I think my only purpose in life is to waste my parents money. I just feel like a dumb ass. I have many exam coming forth but I don't feel like reading. 2021 is just crap. 

Frustration

Feeling fine but reading through the posts on this app seems so depressing.

3am Thoughts

Everyday i feel like shit

Disrespected, sad

Depression

I once dated this guy. He was nice and did things I liked. One day he kissed me out of the blue and next thing you know we are always hanging out with each other. Ive talked to him time to time before this but I just didn't know how to take this relationship. He never did ask me out or anything but I just assumed. This went on about a year. During this year he wanted to do stuff that I wasn't ready for. But he would often force himself on me. It was horrible. I didn't want this. Next thing I know was breaking it off. But he did not want this to end. He would text me day and night asking if we can back together and I did I gave him a second chance. Next thing you know he is showing up at my work trying to do inappropriate things. Thats when I finally ended it all. I blocked his number and blocked him on social media. After that whole relationship I was disgusted with myself. Mostly my body. I started not to take of myself and I was in depression for a while. Finally this week I started to take care of myself little by little. I still dont like myself but I am trying to learn.

Boyfriend

I always had a problem with trusting others, who are around me in day to day life, but, just as I was at my highest self love today, it all started to come down. I again started to blame myself for my personality traits, me, my actions, cons, etc. That leads me to thinking why can't I meet in life people, who will like me for me, appreciate my time and love to them and do the same in return? At these times everyone needs someone, who will listen to their feelings, at least just listen. So it's even harder, when I give others my time, even if they are just acquaintances in school, but no one does it in return to me, because they have a lot of work to do. Well if they believe it or not, I'm also just as busy, however I care and want to listen to them. I want to find people that have some same beliefs and empathy. Even now, when I have a lot of essays and works to do.

Self Love

Anyone up?👀

Tell me a reason why you don't wanna date someone ?


Can you guys suggest me a book which helps with trauma healing specially things like codependency, people pleasing and such issues

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