These past couple days, I feel like I’ve been in a stint.
A while ago, I had some friends that were quite questionable. They weren’t the best, I had caught them bad-mouthing me before, and yet I let it slide and forgive them. A couple of months later, and I couldn’t take the toxicity they brought with them. It was heartbreaking, and I eventually just ended up leaving them behind.
The past couple of weeks afterwards was like heaven. I felt light and airy, free with the wind. But then it was like someone had thrown a boulder on my shoulder. They sent death threats, told me to kill myself, and more.
It didn’t help that I was stressed. At my specific age, this is the time you start thinking about what you want to do for the rest of your life. Hell, I don’t even know what I’m going to do tomorrow! It’s really stressing me out, since it seems like everyone around me knows what they plan to pursue, and how to get where they want to. My question is; how do I cope with these emotions, and forget about these weird feelings?
Just take a a deep breath and calm yourself and think about what’s more important in your life . And I hope you get your answer.
As you walk through life, there will always be some people who in the disguise of different friendships will try to bring you down. So the moment you recognize them, it is your duty to yourself to shed them as quickly as possible and never waste another thought on them. You deserve better.
And dont worry so much about what you are going to do or who you are going to become. These answers have a way of coming to you in their own time. Just thinking about these questions and stressing yourself out isnt going to bring them to you. So just breathe and relax. All will happen in good time.
And if its any consolation, I am at the age where i should definitely know what i am going to do with my life and i have absolutely no idea. So dont worry!