These I'm so disturbed each and everything is just messing up with my head.
What can I do to calm myself? 
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That's the point I'm not able to understand why I'm so disturbed cuz lots of things are just stressing me 🤧

Well idk it will work for you or not but whenever I get depressed or get tired I just put on my earbuds and listen to my fav songs and it calm myself so give it a try 
Or else talk with someone who understands you 😬✌️

Write down all the thoughts. And you will be better.

Just go for a brisk walk and hear out your favourite music. It will make you feel better.

I think being aware when you get disturbed will be a good starting point , once you're aware of your emotions, you have the power to manage them.

Anxiety

Sometimes feel lyk dead is far better then being alive.

Why people cheat ? How they can sleep peaceful after destroying someone life ? 

3am Thoughts

i have never been so close to suicide. tips, anyone?

Self Harm

Evertime I give interview for a job, I feel like someone have gripped my throat and words doesn't come out of my mouth, I just get blank. I graduated in 2020 and still unemployed. My parents are starting to talk about my marriage cause they don't want girl sitting in their home. Even after what have happened so many times, I have scheduled 2 interview for tomorrow. Wish me luck

I haven't really slept, I've been up all night, saw a movie, played with my brother and then he slept and then I was lonely, form within. Everything is weird right now, all I can understand is that the covid situations are bad and its taking a toll over my mental health without actually much happening to me. I'm grateful that I'm alive, everyone i love is safe and I'm happy about it. Couldn't ask for more, tbh! But then, there's this feeling inside me which makes me feel alone and sad and I know that it's temporary and it'll go but until it doesn't, it feels terrible and I don't really know where to start from, I have to study, where from? I have to workout, there's no motivation. I should build something, how do I arrange the material? I wanna cook something amazing but there's no onion powder at home. I know this sounds stupid and childlike but that's exactly how my brain is working right now. Also, there's this guy, he says that he loves me, I see that but because of his problems, he can't talk to me for the entire day. I don't really think about it. Its just that I don't feel positive, I've tried to. Now I know that I'll sleep and waste my day and screw my life up but I hope that coffee saves me, I don't like coffee btw.
I should get on a cleaning mission, I should clean the house. 
Can't believe I'm about to be 17 next month, last time I was excited for my birthday was when I was 5. Life changes, drastically! I am happy, maybe but right now, my mental health isn't at a good place. It will be, i know! Until then I just wanted to come here and let this out. I think I feel better. If you've continued to read my rants till here, thankyou! I don't know you, I probably won't even meet you but yea, just take care of yourself and you're important. 

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