There’s so much to say and i am not a big sharer. I just tried to eat my feelings up again by consuming more than i needed. My stomach hurts and suddenly it dawned upon me that maybe i have replaced self harm with eating. Maybe to just stop feeling whatever is or isn’t going inside.
I feel like i have a black hole inside me. Dark. Empty. Any wavelength of feeling can disappear there. And it’s growing with every moment, consuming me inside.
Hi just close ur eyes , Try to sleep , don’t think too much
I think when you started feeling uneasy you ate because you thought it was comforting. But now it’s know longer helps. Please realise that having emptiness is not a bad thing. I just wanna tell you to pay attention to your thoughts and actions. It may have a pattern of some sort. Please do not hesitate to ask for help.
Sending you prayers,😄😄
You should talk to somebody? Anything works unknown or friend.
Nusrat @vaishnavi00118
Looks like you are genius dude. You did the thing our education system failed at. You really use the knowledge we learn in school. Hats off🙏.
Sorry for that just joking.
you not need to be the strong one every time. Sometimes let your emotions flow not necessarily to somebody else even on the paper, at this platform wherever you feel comfortable let your emotions come out. You will definitely feel better. A black hole also consume things but is not respected but the sun always throw his heat away from himself and still the source of energy. Be the source of energy let the things come out as they are.
You will be fine. Lots of love to you ❤❤
