@mg33
there’s so much sadness that if my mind lingers for a second too long i could burst into tears. i don’t know if it’s the same pain from 2011 or a self induced replication but it is there
keep swimming @later_now
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It is definitely real pain, that you have been holding on to since 2011. You have been reliving the same pain that now it’s your default state. You might be finding comfort in your sadness as that has become an identity of you, and losing that is like losing a part of you.
