Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

There’s a boy he was in the same class as me for almost 10 years and he still is.so i had a crush on him when i recently joined the school for about 3 years but then after that i didn’t liked him at all but in 8th class he kind of started making fun of me like i have a problem pronouncing r letter so he made fun of it he made fun of my dancing at that time i didn’t said him anything but now i think about it i think i should have lectured him …so i had dreams of him in 10th class( i am in 10th only😂) and i pranked my bff that i had a crush on him and she said she knew it that i had a crush on him(when i didn’t told her that i it was a prank, i also told her that i hated him very much even though she said that), so nowadays i think about him and wish he likes me but i don’t want that he likes me …I am just so fucking tired of all of this😭