There is this guy that I see every 2 days and I love him so much. He stared at me twice and everytime I go to where he works, he stares at me. I understand that he can’t speak to me because he’s at work but I really want to talk to him and I don’t know what to do.

It’s going to be weird if I just say hi plus I’m too shy to go up to him and speak to him first😶

He has a very nice personality and I really want to get to know him. Is it wrong if I start the conversation? 

Plus my friend said she’s will go up to him and tell him about me because he already knows me like I see him 4 times a week.
He’s going to give us one of his social media apps so I can talk to him.

I recently had a breakup
and the reason was that after he brokeup with me I deleted all the posts with him and pretended to not care and then he came back and said alot of bad things(ofcourse it's obvious) 
but idk what to do now because I did it because I didn't want people to know I'm suffering, and I didn't know he wanted to come in my life after breaking up
And now I regret deleting the posts alot, because of that I lost my love
it's hurting alot
every single thing is hurting alot 
I don't wanna think about how it won't hurt in future, it's just rn hurting alot
I cry every single minute
there's not a moment when I'm laughing or even happy
Every single thing reminds me of him, because everything was what I did with him
it's been 3 days, with or without phone, with or without those stupid reels it's still hurting
and nothing is cooperating
a little stress on my head and it starts paining as hell
I'm not able to concentrate on lectures I don't understand what they're saying
I sit to read Harry Potter but I don't know what I'm reading
I watch kdrama's and I just notice the things I relate to and I just don't know what else is going on 
I try to lie down and not think but tears come out
I try to sleep and night but even though I'm so tired my eyes don't get rest
I know he was angry, but the way he talked to me keeps hurting me again and again
Plus knowing he's hurting is hurting me

Breakup

I feel sad.. I miss him.. I miss him.. I don't know I can love one else.. soon he gonna marry someone.. he have moved on.  But iam trying but I miss him badly... it's been 4 years...  we promised each other to be good friends..  but I  miss him terribly..  I  feel like I want to hear him saying his daily activities... 

   I cannot say to him that I miss him.. don't Leave me.. bcz he said he have to do.. 

I am missing how we used to spend time together, missing how he used to pay attention to me and would do anything to meet me , now things have changed he doesn't even give a crap , it's been 2 months since we've spent quality time together , he doesn't seem to care. I feel like crying as I do not want anyone else. Is there a way for him to go back to the way he was 🥲 . Manifesting a great great sex life ahead and lots of love from him. 🥺

3am Thoughts

i love my ex so much till the point im imagining myself falling in love with someone else making me sad 😭

There is this one friend of mine whom i met 2-3 days back and he didn't texted me anything just it was nice today. I was in confusion like something must've happened or he felt awkward but I talked to him today about it he told me sorry that i made you feel like that and all but I'm still confused because he didn't asked me to meet up again. Am I thinking too much or is it okay? Should I let him go and act all cool ? 

Confusion

He is soooo nice sweet person 
I love him as a best friend 
And he loves me too
I can trust him 

Friends

Hi 
Its been a long time I'm writting every break down of my realtionship here 
And obviously that's my part not his 
So I got some of the replies like I hurted him beyond his belief and how I came to the conclusion that he gave up hope 
So I was trying to overcome but I again came to the same stage, I moved on 
The thing is I really don't want to make any conclusions but any how these things came to my mind after seeing everything 
Ik I remain, I 
And he remains what he is 
I tried my best in my ways, maybe wrong, maybe right idk
He did his part what he feels but now I know one thing if things are falling apart and it's the time to repair it before the mess happens
He remained in his way 
He is ignoring me since February yet I didn't lost any hope and only thought of he is this way he do escape when things go wrong 
But cutting calls, removing from snapchat isn't the option but okay I took it as his anger

After few days I texted him at ig 
He replied but yet never said once that lets repair this we can't loose it , idk if my perceptions are wrong

But the worst part is always he does what he like talks good when he is in mood , gets physical when he is in the mood etc etc
So I'm in the whole process 
This was hurting me so I putted my point in front of him he replied like okay okay I got you but then what ????
He thinks I blame him , if I do so in anger can't he correct me and put his point
Now the grudges have so over powered
I think of that he wants to get worshipped everytime 
I'm sorry to say harsh words but things need repair in time when not given we end up with hatred


Relationships

I fell in love with my classmate and we are together for 3 years... but he grew up in a village and I grew up in a city.. so many times our view of the world clashes.. he thinks differently I think differently.. also in these 3 years all we did was only romance.. there was no deep conversations and deep connection.. I lovee deep convos, soulful talks, intellectual talks.. I have such convos with my friends but somehow it is lacking in my relationship.. And we both are not very good at communicating so sometimes we keep our feelings to ourselves.. but Im actively working on my communication skills and I open up now and then.. he says he is working on himself too but I cannot see any changes in him.. Though we have lots of fun and have lots to laugh about I dont think he is the person that I can go to to have deep talks about life and stuff.. he is always saying stuff like Im his everything (he doesnt have a good relationship with his family and he moved out and he is living alone) he also does whatever he can to make me laugh.. he says Im his whole world.. but sometimes I feel like I want to have a life outside him and he needs to have a life outside me.. I feel he is overly attached to me and that feels like a burden..so because of all these Im confused if he is the right person for me if I shouls continue the relationship or breakup with him? Please share your thoughts about my situation :)

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