There is one guy, we have known each other for more than 2 years. We are more than friends but not in relationship. In the starting we were chill, everything was casual but slowly after knowing him more and the way he used to treat me… All these things made me start having feelings for him. I ignored my feelings and thought that these are just feelings this will go away bcz i had gotten out of a bad relationship recently so didn’t wanna be emotionally involved with anyone.
But after few months knowing him and spending time with him I started having feelings for him. And ultimately i told him. He also said he likes me but there is no future.
And now i started ignoring him. I try very hard but still sometimes i fail i ans his msg or calls and talk like nothing happened.
In my heart i really wanna this to work. I want a future with him. But it can not happen if he is also not on the same page.
And now there is some other girl came into his life and now he is so busy in talking to her and after that telling me all about this.
Which makes my blood boil and heart ache.
He shares everything with me and tells me that i know him in and out. Which i think i do.
I don’t wanna feel this way… Being replaced, being ignored, it crushes my confidence and self respect.
Sometimes i think why the hell do i like him.
I deserve better.
And sometimes i wish to be loved back.
I don’t wanna feel this way.
I wanna get over this feeling. I don’t want my happiness and peace dependent on him.
I try to keep myself busy but it’s him who is always in my mind.
Suggest me something.
well giving him the benefit of doubt tbvh he’s not really replacing you? i’m sure you’re just feeling a little insecure because of all the feelings maybe? also the fact that she still calls you texts wants to share everything with you it shows you really mean something to him… also why could anything serious not happen? and look i know it seems really tonight and impossible to get over but you’ll get thru this it’s just a matter of time yaar
slowly i’m sure things will get better
and don’t you think you deserve someone who loves you as much as you love them? when you look at it it’s really his loss na :/
Yes, i deserve someone who will also love me back as much i do.
I deserve to be treated good. I really wish that he realises that we can have future together. He says it many times that I’ll be a good life partner. Bt i wanna hear something else from him. I wanna hear that he want me to be his life partner.
It’s is true that i might be just insecure bcz of that new girl bt that girl is of his cast and he said to me that if things workout between them… May be then can marry. Now what the hell.
Bcz i am a year older than him… I guess that’s the reason. I never asked why we couldn’t have a future together.
I am afraid to do so.
