There is darkness in everyone and people deal with it in their own way…but how to deal with that, when you’re are victim of that darkness…not about love it’s not about revenge… just wanna erase my childhood…it’s not even our parents’ fault…how can you know that you’re feeding a snake in a body of a human being…one day when it will bite you, you’re not even able to make a noise. The feeling never fades…after everything it always stay in mind…and obviously some incident do leave their scar on the soul…you can heal your body…but how to heal your soul…it drives you crazy…make you believe that you’re not normal… nothing works neither showers nor the mirror…scared of sharing…how I am gonna stand in front of them…how I am gonna laugh…it’s been years…and years and years and years…but still thoughts wake me up at night.
Heyy
Are you okay?
Do you wanna talk about anything?
Don’t know how to live with this… I am fighting…but it’s just there somewhere and it pops up every now and then…