There is a girl i used to love, we talked for few months , feelings were mutual but suddenly she started ignoring, stopped talking and we came at 0 contact point.  this year we started talking again tho attachments from my side ended. and she used to say that she never loved me. Few days back she texted on snapchat that she doesn’t feel happy , doesntt like to do anything and all , i showed no interest. But today she called and cried a lot saying same things that she doesn’t feel happy , doesn’t talk to anyone , doesnt use any social , doesn’t want to have a hobby. Idk what to do? my friend suggested that i shouldn’t be safe cusion for her since my friend knows what and how much it took for me to move on from her. I want to ask if it is okay to talk to her and how can i help or should i keep my distance. that girl said that i am the first and last person she called and cried in front of. Idk i am confused. 

3am Thoughts

Getting upset and frustrated..as her departure sucks... How can she who was curious for me,always wanted to talk to me, even highly careful for me .. Suddenly changed and broke up without any reason..

Breakup

When I used to be cold she was all around me ki share your feelings but now I love her more than anything She's behaving like this making me feel I'm toxic and I'm the issue and she doesn't want to sort out or want to talk about the things that hurt me I have literally no one to talk to about this  or vent out my feelings other than her she's my only best friend and my gf and now idk what to do whenever I talk about the actions that hurt me or something she just says sukoon se rehne do and don't irritate me. She says she wants to me but idk I am feeling broken inside and lonely without her . 

Lonely

I feel empty. Half of me feels gone. Because she's gone. I've loved her for years. All the tears, screams, dreams, everything, for absolutely nothing. All the time wasted. How do I move on. She's gone. And I'll never see her again.

Other

There was a girl.. my junior.. she used to text me.. like being possesive with me sending flirty texts and like she was completely attached with me.. but i was not feeling the same.. bit with time even i got attached and we shared a very good bond.. but we were not dating.. all was good.. going out having fun together.. but idk wht happened she started ignoring me.. i asked her.. she said we both will suffer and she’s practicing detachment.. 🥲 she easily moved over me. Idk she really moved on or pretending.. but now she’s happy with her new frnd circle.. and i fell like.. i was her first priority but now a simple frnd.. whoose feelings she ignore.. now we don’t talk🙂

Love

Well, idk why I am here but I guess it’s probably I wanna have different perspective here. 
… so my ex texted and I was kind off happy but at the same time little surprised. To be precise I was shocked, considering that she rate ever has been the one to initiate if things go south amping us. But anyway I ended up reply and the woman just straight up called me, which was very strange tbh. But wth, I picked up and weirdly the conversation was very casual.. just taking updates. She expected me to be mad but at that time I wasn’t really ready for it you know ? So I talked as calmly I could. But after the call I felt very very strange. Idk why. Anyway so later on she tried to chat up with me but I wasn’t so interested also I had a pile of work and I thought it won’t be advisable to give in to any aloof feelings. And I believe she figured it out. But later I felt that maybe I could have been more forgiving. So I thought I should reciprocate. Now coming to the main point . Should have done all this ? I am hella anxious atm

Anxiety

Hey guys im new here and i never thought that i’ll find an app like this and im not sure if it’s gonna help me with my situation but i needed to let this off my chest, anyway the truth is that i’ve been a happy person for years minding my business had a lot of friends a great job, good relationship with my family it was great, sure i had some bad days but who doesn’t lol so one day i meet this girl that we used to study together when we were kids tbh she was my first crush but circumstances made me move to an other city so we didn’t see nor talk to each other’s for 15 years long story short we met last year and we kinda clicked their was a great vibe a real connection, we started what we call this days a situationship because she had to go back to the states but she told me that she wasn’t sure and that she gonna try and make it work here truth be told she didn’t even try anyway we had a good thing going and i started falling hard for her even tho i wasn’t emotionally available at the time, i had hopes that she’s gonna stay because as i thought we had a special thing i thought she loved me, i’ve always pictured a future with her so i accepted things i never thought i’d do but did just because i loved her more than anything else(huge mistake), at the end things got ugly because she became really distant and told me that she was thinking things through so i gave her some space but apparently she was preparing herself for the breakup emotionally and at the end she left me by saying it is what it is and it’s not personal and that she didn’t owed me anything and that i was a great guy and that i deserve better you know the kind of bullshit, the usual stuff in movies bla bla bla so she asked me to be friends until our path cross again haha and she didn’t want to have a distance relationship neither go back with me if i come to the states even after a few months she said that we had to date first and that’s if she’s not in an other relationship by then so no promises, i couldn’t accept being friends cuz i loved her too much i tried tbh but it was so painful seeing her happy living her best life like i never existed and she used to share with me her day by snap even when i comment on her snaps no response pr she replied after hours or a day so so i told her that i couldn’t do it anymore and i stopped talking with her ever since for almost 4 months. During this period i lost everything, my job, my friends and my family because of my depression and anxiety it’s something i’ve never experienced before i’ve never thought that depression is a real thing until i lived it, after the new year eve i asked her bestie if she’s seeing someone because i had to move on so she said yes she’s back with her ex boyfriend that didn’t date for more than a year and that it was serious between them so i thought that will help me move on but it only made things worse cuz i almost killed myself that night (i don’t wanna go to details but it was a stupid move and i was drunk) so i wrote this hate msg telling her how a terrible person she is and told her to throw anything i gave her to remember me with and asked her to leave me alone and never contact me ever again after few days she tried to reach out saying that she was really hurt by what i said and that her bestie lied to me because she wanted to help me move on and that she was also suffering after the breakup doing hypnosis to move on. now im in a difficult situation because idk how to feel anymore idk who to trust idk what to do idk how to stop thinking about her like she never existed so i could get my shit together im on a lot of medication but it’s only making things worse all i want is my life back and i sware this is the last time i give someone the power to ruin my life through love . I know it’s a long text but i had to talk about it and say everything thanks for hearing me out whoever you are ❤️ 
Ps: if you guys have any tips to help me heal i will appreciate it .


Anxiety. I'm a bit of confused and heartbroken. My gf went for a 2 day trip with colleague but when ever I ask she say no without asking. And den she say k nhi bolage wo log so nhi puchti. I know I don't take that much effort. Nd all stuff. What should I do?.

Confusion

Anyone talk to me I'm frustrated right now 

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