There are times when I desperately wish to hear someone's voice nd it's just a call away . Somehow effortlessly I reached to his contact info bt then I get reminded of all those times where I ignored my self respect just for the sake of our bond bt u know what it's not happening anymore I'm more than my desperation nd love towards u nd my self respect will not be compromised anymore. 

3am Thoughts

Hey
Anyone from India here?


Friends

Koi batayega ki yeh application use kese karni he

Anxiety

Hello,okay so iam a 20 yr old guy....i have had a beautiful friendship relation with my bestfriend whos a guy for 3 years.but eventually i fell for him and i dint knew this i had become this toxic dominating obsessed person who have him the worst year of hes life he blocked me for a year ehen i realised how much bad i was for him and how much guilty iam... so eventually i got changed idont know how but i just wanted to be a better person for him untill we meet so after 1 year we meet it was awkward he was ignoring me for like 1 month but now slowly things are calming down and he started talking to me but iam still blocked and last month i did tell him my feelings and he also said he never had the feelings for me,and he doesnt wanna be my friend... but i just dont know hes talking to me again in a friendly way and its mutual i cant figure wats going in hes mind but iam really scared i might lose him forever.sometimes hes really this sweet guy and sometimes he goes to ignoring me..and iam deeply love with him...i just dont know what to do..suggestions would be great thankyou😇

Love

Who'll listen to my story and then tell me what I should do?

Anyone here familiar with TWIN FLAMES? Let's talk about it pls. 

Self Love

Anyone wants to talk.....? About anything 

Lizards suppose to stick on the walls, crawl on them. Then why tf they're moving on the floor, bruh that's my place, leave it for me. I'm not crawling on the walls! 

Frustration

(This is all in a two month time frame)

Today I felt the need to hurt myself. The emptiness I felt is undeniable. My best friend was slowly drifting away and I knew it. She was becoming hostile to me lately and I don't know what I did, but she messaged me today and *in spanish* told me she hated me. After she said it was to the wrong person, but I knew that wasn't the case. 

My other friend who I was growing a little closer to since my best friend had been drifting away told me she felt that I was stealing her online friends (she had recently added me to a chat with them). She said she'd always wanted friends of her own and for a safe place without her real life friends. It made me feel bad.

Also, these past few (more particularly 2) days I have lost a lot of trust in my mother. She promised me something twice and didn't do what she promised (this was in a 2 day span). She also had let her boyfriend spend all of our money and now we're basically bankrupt.

My nan talked about how smart I was, I was a little uncomfortable (for 2 reasons). One of the reasons is she was telling me to help people with my intelligence (I want to be an actress one day), and the second reason is simply I don't know how to react to compliments. When I had told her I wanted to be an actress, she put down my dream in a matter of seconds.

I used to feel lucky and happy about life, like nothing could stop me, but now I realise that life isn't that simple. Somehow I don't feel sad, I just feel empty and betrayed. I feel like i've lost my trust in everything, and it's all at the fault of the ones I love.

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