There are days when I feel suicidal. Iv lost hope. I can do any better. Im good at anything. My boyfriend choose some one else over for marriage.arranged marriage! I wonder what is wrong with me?? Im I good o not?? Then why didn’t he take a stand? He said his family is more important than anyone else in the world. Why I’m I abandoned??
How should I build my confidence again??
Self love n positivity again??
.put myself together again.
This process.
Im on sleeping pills and anti depressant for now.
Yeh phase kab khatam hoga.
Im just sleeping n sleeping.
I want to be self loving and positive and attract people on the same page as me… but how is it possible when I’m spiralling and being triggered.
I feel like ending my life.
Kuch hope hi nhi hai kuch acha hone ka.
I don’t know what exactly to tell you but hold on.
Your life is worth soo much more than you know.
I just want to start off by saying you are beautiful in every way! If other people can’t see that, it’s their loss. Girl, please pick your head up! You are on a whole 'nother level than this. There is nothing wrong with you, u are perfect in every way!! Self-love is very important. Now, I think u should maybe get urself a therapist, this could help u a lot. But I also advise you to take a self-care day! It is a very good way to focus on just yourself and no one else.
You can’t atract people on the same page as you, if you don’t know what page YOU are on. Not what your ex’s page was, not anybody’s page but YOURS.
Because trust me, life is worth living. Thing about the dreams and aspirations your had a s a kid or even now, and do what makes your happy. Focus one the good more than the bad.
I hope this helps, God Bless You.
Sorry about the typos, I was typing fast haha
