"The Worst Possible Feeling Is When The Person You Are Meets The Person You Could Have Been"

3am Thoughts

So I've decided to confess to my ex that I'm in love with them, but I'm not sure if I should write a letter and give it to them (seems kinda dramatic, but I've already written it- it's a whole page) or tell them in person.
 I'm just worried that if I say it in person I will forget what I wanted to say.

But the good thing about saying it in person is that I can get his reaction right then.
But if I give him the letter, it'll be less anxiety. 

What should I do?

Relationships

Never compare your chapter 1 with someone else's chapter 20. 

Life

Any nightowls here?🦉👀

I always used to read stuff about manifestation and the law of attraction and what not, I absorbed everything but I just didn't care to do it. I think the thing is, you HAVE to CARE about it. I also remembering myself actively 'practicing' manifestation only to forget about it two days later. I didn't care. I care now I think? Now we ask ourselves- why do we care??? Because the consequences affect you. Fine, they affect me. So what? I'm fine the way I am, I'm adaptable also. ITS NOT ABOUT THAT. it's all in self esteem and knowing the absolute positive, emotional and physical impact you CAN create. Self esteem goes up, you care about your wellbeing, you actively practice doing stuff to make you achieve wellbeing. Easy. Not that easy. You have to remind yourself of who you are in the best possible manner. But not in a narcissistic way because that's a road to disease.

Mental Wellbeing

Yaar Dhapudi,

All these days i have been strong enough to not cry and get back into the loop but seems like it's coming back.  
Kisiko nahi bata sakta hu yaar. I know i have to deal with this but yaar tumhare sath hota toh mai kar bhi leta kuch but nahi ho raha hai yaar. 

Yaar i love you yaar so much. Nahi toh yaar maar do muje yaar. Nahi sehan ho raha hai aur. I don't even wanna find someone else and replace you yaar. Nahi chahiye koi aur. 

You are enough for me. We will get fit together, will go to office together. Will pick you from the office and wait till you come. 

Breakup

I'm turning 30 this year and I’m so confused what should I do first: 
- found a new job OR
- pursue my study to get diploma/degree
Most of my siblings have degree and i’m scared if i don’t have a degree i’ll regret later but at the same time I don’t know if it's the right choice. 
Atm, I’m working as a freelance writer after i got fired from my old job in 2021 during the peak covid situation.
I went to college before fr diploma but dropped out on the third semester due to my busy working schedules and life.
Now i don’t know if I should pursue my study first or get a new job first? Pls pls pls i need some suggestions 😭😭 i’m so stressed thinking about this i’m not sleeping for 3days 😭😭😭 helppppppp!!

Time

Now I feel that life is so selfish. I know people around us are more but ....


Anyway that's it.😐

Crush

I have reached rock bottom of my career. I literally have no idea what to do. Where to start with. People are settled at my age but I am still trying to find a way.
Sometimes I feel am I worth it? Should I just end my life? 



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