The way me and my friends are so comfortable making jokes about suicide I wonder if they have ever thought about it as seriously as I haveβ¦
Sometimes a joke isnt as funny as It seems, but dear didnt you find any reason for living, dont think about the big things, think about the little ones, like the people who love you, your friends, your family, and even if you have none of these think about the amazing stars that keep shining every night, just like the moon, yea It might feel like shit sometimes but there are really a lot of beautiful things is this universe that are worth it to live forβ¦
It would sound bad but I do make jokes about suicide mostly to cover up the fact that everyday I conjure up new ways to kill myself.
Any way you think might work?
I honestly donβt know. I tried to meditate. But it works to a certain point and then one bad thing happens and itβs back to square one. I donβt make fun of depression or suicide but humor has kind of become like a defense mechanism.
Oh you were talking about how to deal with them lmao my bad
I thought you found a way that might actually kill you (I havenβt)
This got super depressing sorry
I have found a few ways but we are trying to cure the thingβ¦dk why Iβm laughing
Felt like a joke to me too
Would you enlighten me on those ways?
We are trying to cure the thing. Soβ¦ canβt give out classified information. Hey dude try hanging out with animals, helps a lot to get out of that mental space. Free serotonin
You forgot to switch to anonymous but maβam we have a lot in common i guess π
Thanks!
Yeahβ¦noticed that later. I am new to the app. Keep forgetting i have to switch to anonymous. ππ
Yeah on the older version it used to stay switched if we switched it once
Now we have to do it again and again
I keep forgetting too
Change is hard to deal with especially for technology impaired people like me ππ
I seeπ