*THE ~~SHIT~~ IN YOUR LIFE IS THE **BEST FERTILIZER** THAT WILL HELP YOU **GROW**😎*

Yeah, It will help us prepare for our future💪💪

Life

At this point, I’m ready to do absolutely anything to fall asleep!!!!!

I’ve been trying so hard to fall asleep since midnight but my brain just doesn’t shut up! I didn’t sleep the whole day yesterday so that i fall asleep fast at night but all in vain!!!!!

Insomnia

Our meeting was a coincidence or may be fate brought us together.
I started loving your company and yearn for forever.
We talked,we met, we spent time together 
And a warm feeling get spread giving me pleasure.
But then a gust of wind came destroying my treasure.
U left me in the middle thinking...whatever.
We were soo soo perfect...but now
I can't be with someone else....never ever.🍁

3am Thoughts

I am so angry and get irritated so easily. I break down over everything. Everything gets to me. I hate people, even my family, they are the worst. Honestly, my mom is manipulative and emotionally blackmails me. My sister is a psychopath, does everything to prevent me from focusing on studies. My dad is an alcoholic and inflicts domestic abuse. I have no friends to talk to about this. I don't know how to deal with it myself. I can see myself becoming a vengeful and disgusting person. I can't wait to leave this place.

Anger Issues

It was September 2018. I had just completed my diploma course. And I was jobless, couldn't find any job till present. So out of boredom I created an account on a gaming app. At first I didn't like it much. I thought I was wasting time by just being on that app and playing games. But one day, my parents were mad at me because I didn't have a job and used to stay inside my room whole day. So that night I cried and just wanted to vent out my emotions so I went on that app and started talking to people using a fake name and fake profile picture (my then classmate's picture). People on that app paid attention to me and I would be lying if I say that I didn't enjoy it. After a while I made some friends there. But I was too shy and insecure about myself that I never told them about my real identity. I thought if I tell them, they will leave me. As the time passed, I got serious with one guy there. I confessed my feelings to him. Till this point he wasn't aware of real me. He thought the person who is in my profile is me so he keeps on "liking" me as well. But I knew this is not going to stay forever. Once he knew about the real me, he'll leave me. And recently I told him about my real self, he doesn't talk to me the way he used to do. He's flipped. And I'm sad. 🙃

I am studying for a competitive exam. My coaching has been conducting mock test after a regular interval of time. But I am regularly cheating in it. I have got addicted to social media. I want to improve things by just uninstalling social media but being a part of an orthodox family there's no other way to connect to my friends. I just want to reduce my internet timing. But I have failed a lot of times. I just don't know what the hell am I doing with my life. I am just destroying myself deeply. 

Depression

How can I convince my strict dad to accept a man to be my husband, and the man is from another country?? 

Marriage

Hey guyes, its been around 12+ years since i have been falling in love (once sided ofcourse) and since everyday getting worse can't sleep at night she didn't like me 
Don't know why and now hating myself for doing this to me;(

 I always wanted to talk to a girl but every time, I feel nervous. I can't find a true friend. I want to know, how to make new friends and how to talk to a girl properly.

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