The people who looked happy from outside ended their lives. Were they feeling what I am feeling right now? Did they feel empty and lonely? Did they feel like they had no where to go? No place, no person, no time. Did they feel that their entire life they had to hide themselves? They had to put on a mask for they knew no one would like the real them?
So far I showed the world the real me. I never got accepted. I have depression and anxiety. I am not suicidal right now. So if I hide myself, will I feel suicidal then? I tried living like the way i am and it has been very painful. Will living with a mask on keep me away from this pain? May be by doing so, I will get the guts to end my life for I will know for sure thatâs the way to end the pain.
jay @jay12
What happened?
Whatever happened there is a reason behind it âŚI am sure looking back you will be able to connect the dots âŚgod bless you
I really hope at the end the time this all makes sense. Living each day in that hope. Thank you so much for your kind wordsđ¤