The feeling when I've not done anything for myself or to anyone else is kindof killing me. The negative vibe that comes when I've wasted one whole day is something I can't explain. I have the fear what should I do tomorrow and will that be enough or will I just waste tomorrow as I've wasted today. This is really giving me a weird feeling, something like a depression.

i can get that, im scared of living a life without purpose

Depression

I just want to hide in a blanket forever.

I am scared of my thoughts they are scarey. I pretend something bad is happening and avalanche of bad thoughts follow. I feel scared 😬😬😬😬. Please help. 

ADHD

Whats the ending of HIMYM? 
I didn't understand 

3am Thoughts

I am not feeling good since last few days, I feel like I'll never feel good or normal again
I'm doing everything, all my work that needs to be done in my day to day routine but I do not feel it, feels like I'm just doing them cuz I have to
If I ask myself that what is happening w me or what is it that I actually want? Then I don't have the answer! 
I feel lost
I don't want to talk to anyone and the people that want to talk to me, I push them away
I at times feel sorry for myself then I want to talk to someone, someone who understands this feeling but I've nobody like that
I don't like the way I feel anymore
I want to change it but I can't
I mean whaaattttttttheeefuck is wrong w me man 
I feel like I'm dead on the inside
If someone ever reads this then they'll sympathize or simply tell me that it's just a phase
May be it is but what am I supposed to do now?
If this shit continues then I might kill myself
Am I depressed for real? 
No this can't be it
I feel like something is missing
Nobody talks to me anymore
I used be the cool kid but I've nobody around me now
I feel alone as well
Fuck I'm sorry why tf do I have to go through all this


OCD , one of the enfeebling disorder . And those who don't understand the severity of this order use it so casually in their daily life . I've a friend who is a bit organised and always say that she is "ocd" .Ialways tell her that she should stop using this but she never listens . Guys there is a huge difference in being organised or having "ocd" . And its time we become more precise and careful with our terminology and what we utter out of our mouths

Mental Health

I have become so sensitive idk why and it really sucks lol. I get v emotional when someone behaves rude to me or if someone makes fun of smth or even if they joke about smth,like it's weird cus i cannot take jokes anymore and i feel pretty low and hate myself alot. I was never insecure abt my body but now I am. Wasn't socially anxious earlier but now it's just at peak all the time. Very weird. 

Emotional Abuse

What is the meaning of life? If you know that they made you by mistake, you shouldn't be born in the first place, what you do? How do you start living again? If you have been hurt so much mentally that you don't see any point in anything, how do you find happines or frend that you won't hurt him with all of your burdens, that you want to share but you know it will make them fear or afraid of being your frend. New tip about how to deal with Agoraphobia? (i've read all the bassics and i ignore it for most of my life, just didn't want to bother anyone. still hurts but i remember it was there still when i was little kid but i did hide it and go along with others so it looks like nothing ever happend, eventually i stopped fighting after 20 years, my bad.) And finally how do you look yourself in the mirror and don't want to hit it with your head? Don't worry guys, i'm not planning anything dangerous. My desire for life is gone long ago, it is what it is. 😂🤡

Life

Sometimes people hurt me without realizing it and i never say anything at all bc i don’t want them to think i’m being too sensitive or that i’m overreacting, or that i’m a weak person, or that i’m insecure etc… 
But it really does affect me a lot, I also don’t know why, i shouldn’t let such small things get to me but i always do and so many times i find myself holding back tears. Most of the time it’s over something very stupid and something that shouldn’t make me feel hurt, at least not that much.. idk why i’m like this, I wish i wasn’t so sensitive. 

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