The feeling when I've not done anything for myself or to anyone else is kindof killing me. The negative vibe that comes when I've wasted one whole day is something I can't explain. I have the fear what should I do tomorrow and will that be enough or will I just waste tomorrow as I've wasted today. This is really giving me a weird feeling, something like a depression.

i can get that, im scared of living a life without purpose

Depression

I think being vulnerable is good
But you have to see the person infront of you is a real friend or a friend who isn't friend...
Listen trusting blindingly is never good at all... people dont take seconds to take advantage of you...so be careful...and if something like that is bothering you I'm here to listen you up...
- Queen 👑

Mental Wellbeing

how do i know that where i work is right, and this is what I am supposed to be working as ? I feel I don't belong where I work.

Work

OCD , one of the enfeebling disorder . And those who don't understand the severity of this order use it so casually in their daily life . I've a friend who is a bit organised and always say that she is "ocd" .Ialways tell her that she should stop using this but she never listens . Guys there is a huge difference in being organised or having "ocd" . And its time we become more precise and careful with our terminology and what we utter out of our mouths

Mental Health

I feel like drowning. But I can’t cuz I can swim. I feel like hanging myself, but I can’t because it’s too damn painful.
So, when I wasn’t right in the head, I stood next to a 12th floor balcony, with all the intentions to fuck it. I was done. I was down and out. No future prospects. And when I took that step, one feet hanging and the wind in my hair, I felt alive. I actually felt afraid. I stood on that ledge and though “ I am too pussy to jump”
Naaa, now I loook after 2 years and a rehab, it would have been mercy. Now I die everyday. Every fuckimg day is like that ledge, just waiting. To take a step. Forward or backward?

Suicidal Ideation

Lately I have been feeling really depressed. There are lots of things happening in my life. The guy who was everything to me broke up with me, got cheated on by another guy , family issues , work load , not having anyone to talk to, feeling unloved , all these not letting me concentrate on anything. I mostly feel like doing nothing or just sleeping all the time. I really wanna get out of all of these and make myself strong like before but it's being really hard.

Anxiety

I need the people with bad energy to leave my life

Hope

It hurts to realise that you have time to do everything but you don't have time for me. You said that you were busy but I got to know that you weren't.  You lied to me and it broke my heart. Seriously, I can't believe that you did this to me when you knew how much excited I was for you...😔

Frustration

I want to scream at the top of my lungs. Fucking everything is irritating me to a different extent. On top of that like a cherry my headaches. The old Lady in my house is driving me crazy. She's a pain in the ass. Fuck off. Fuck everything. Fuck you. I am soo tired. Exhausted. Frustrated. I have to put in double the efforts to get the same results. Why is life so unfair. I hate my life sometimes. 

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