Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

The brother which I have and me don’t talk at all we hate each other from childhood , he was not there at all for me when I needed , didn’t took care of me , when I needed any help he will not help me at all , but when I see other brothers helping their sisters and having that affection ,I feel bad for myself as bcz I have no friends also , in college also I have learned everything myself struggled when there was no one to help, ignored , at crucial moments also he didn’t help me , he will criticized from childhood and we are more like strangers to each other only,my parents (toxic) even support him and also crticize me and didn’t get love from family from childhood. We hate each other as much that even if I had talked it will be like fake talk with each other. We have stopped talking from from years now I mean it doesn’t count bcz we never talked at all nicely .