Thankyou for all the boosting replies. I really felt better after i got some help. Just wanted to thanks atleat for this hour i am happy and not crying for a shitty person.

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Glad to hear that. 
You'll be happy for more than this hour, you and we can do it. 🌈✨

Happy

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Confusion

Day 34 of writing journal entries.    

I come from a family with a long line of mental issues… I’m starting to develop symptoms of a few of them. My family deals with bipolar disorder, autism, 80HD, migraines, and many other ailments like these. I hate assuming that I have something without getting tested for it though… but the thing is I don’t know if I need to be tested or not.

In other news, I say my dad today! It went well and we caught up, he was surprised at how tall I am. I’m 6 foot, he is 5 foot 8 inches. I don’t know how I’ve gotten so tall. We like to joke that I’m adopted. 🤣    

Today was a fun day, but difficult because of a headache I’ve had all day. Goodnight everyone.

Personal Growth

PART-1: My frst experience..; Its a time back when i was in eight where i felt connected to her everything of her made me go crazy being with her seems the only aim of my life.. we were together from pre kg where we fought with each others many time we were such a piece called as enemy by blood but after a year i saw her i felt she was that queen of my life for whom i was dreaming we used to be together all time in school in dance class in arts class always together.. after gathering too much of feeling I thought of gathering enought strenght to confess it .. then it was a day I confessed her about my feelings.. the confession words were …. Waite for PART -2

Coming Out

it’s not fair. everything is so overwhelming. it hurts. i cant breathe. i want to pull my own hair out. i hate myself so much. i barely eat anymore. i hate myself so much that eating makes me ball my eyes out. i cant do this anymore.

Anorexia

I have like 3 friends and none of them knows that I have schizophrenia. 

Other

I feel so alone though there are so many people around........I feel unwanted, unloved, uninvited....more like a tissue paper 

Self Esteem

when i try to overcome my future problems and stay in present my past trauma kicks me hard it feels like i don’t deserve happiness 🙂

3am Thoughts

Ever since corona started my ocd dad never let me go outside. I understand his pov except I haven’t even gone for a walk (just one time, but it was months ago) and I’ve explained to him that I would wear a mask and take the correct precautions to stay social distanced but he still denies me. My cousins and friends have asked to see me and my family but we don’t. I think this is getting too far considering it’s already July and I haven’t been a step outside since late April. He also watches the news nonstop and I feel as though he is becoming brainwashed. There are more things that he does that I won’t mention in this post, but I am completely over quarantine and I really wish life can go completely back to normal. (Also I’m 16 if this changes anything) And I hope you all stay healthy and be safe through these times 

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