Tell me that you've crazy friends without telling me that you've crazy friends. 

We hate each other, but we don't like anyone either. 

We are soo irritated of each other, but we miss each other's presence. 

Friends

How to know who's real?

Life

I feel like I don’t fit in anywhere? Like I have friends but I lose touch after a while. I don’t have any best friend or close friend. And I’m kinda jealous of people who have friendships that span years and can talk to friends about anything and everything and are v comfortable with them.
Even when I have friends I feel like they hate me or they’re judging me or I’m going to lose them. Or I just feel left out even in a group. 
It’s exhausting and saddening tbh cuz I always feel lonely. I wish I knew what to do about it sigh.

I was trying to help friends out with their problems lately but ended up making myself really tired and often worried about them Sometimes… I think that I haven’t done my best for them because I don’t have the strength or knowledge to give them the best advice. I felt sorry and bad to my friends that I couldn’t do enough…

3am Thoughts

🤡 Friends?

Why do people act soo fake..?? 

Depression

Not feeling very well. There are a lot of things going not so good in life but one thing which make me every sad and happens often in my life is, I am not very good looking, I am a fat face fair skin girl. So when I make new guy friends, I chill with them like any normal friend, then they are like starts liking me somewhere, then they get to know I already have a boyfriend and then a very good friendship ruins, like become very awkward or other person gets sad. Being not so good looking person, I never think of this could turn into something but why is that happens? This clearly not a brag. This is so fucked up, I have to lessen the contact with the whole group, cut myself from gathering because I don’t wanna see/ hear their feeling when I am around them. This has eventually made me so lonely. On Sunday outing, a friend from my office confesses and here I am on Thursday reply to his “pehele kyu na mile Tum” insta story. Seating in my empty apartment and crying. He was a really good friend of mine. Either he is sending me sad feelings or not replying to me at all. He is my thrid friend I lost in a year.

I don't know if it matter but.... I'm afraid to have friends, when I make friend with someone I can already imagine when and for what reason they'll not be in my life anymore, people always get bored of me easily and now I don't even want to have any friends, I'm an overthinker with a lot of trust issues because of my family and my story.

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