Take me home, hold me in your arms, tell me that you'll never let me go. Even though I know it is just a dream my love, I shall look for you for eternity because in my heart you shall remain like a beacon in the night sky❤💫

3am Thoughts

Stay away, away, away
Hide the sun
I will leave your face out of my mind
You should save your eyes
A thousand voices howling in my head
Speak in tongues
I don't even recognize your face
Mirror on the wall
Tell me all the ways to stay away, away, away
And stay away, away, away
Dig a hole
Fireworks exploding in my hands
If I could paint the sky
Well all the stars would shine a bloody red
Stay away, away, away
And stay away, away, away
And stay away (I'm hearing voices all the time up in my mind)
(I'm hearing voices and they're haunting my mind)
And stay away (I'm hearing voices all the time in my mind)
(I'm hearing voices and they're haunting my mind)
Black out days
I don't recognize you anymore

Hangouts with drinks n dance without any kind of attachments 

Self Love

Sunshine

Often I find myself wondering,
If meeting you was a sign.
Because if I'd be the earth,
You'll definitely be my sunshine.
You have that look in your eyes,
Something like the innocence of a child.
Talking to you made me feel so good,
I forgot everything and often smiled.
Meaning something to you,
Felt maddening.
If we'd be two birds,
We would never stop clattering.
It somehow feels like I have 
crossed oceans of time to find you.
For I can't deny the feeling,
That I feel my soul drawn to you.

People judge you so much,
Yet you act so kind.
If anyone doesn’t find you beautiful,
I’d declare them blind.
Even if you were oceans away,
I'd cross them without giving it any thought.
Coz meeting you made me realize.
That this life was not just for nought.
You gave me hope,
When there was no light.
You, my sunshine,
Tend to make my earth bright.
With you in my presence, 
I always tend to reach cloud nine.
Because if I’d be the earth,
You’ll always be my sunshine.



Poetry

I know that you're waiting for me like a dog
But have some patience for the part of me that's lost
There's been a hundred times
When I don't recognize
Any of you that love me
I try to memorize and identify
But it's all getting foggy
My head is in the clouds right now
Just pray I come around, around
Hello, hello, are you lonely?
I'm sorry, it's just the chemicals
Hello, hello, do you know me?
I'm called Mr. Forgettable (oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh)
Mr. Forgettable (oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh)
Mr. Forgettable
The old me hides
While the new me fights
Look in my eyes
He's still in there, right?
Did the kitchen change?
What about your name?
You used to be my heart
And now you're just a face
My head is in the clouds right now
Just pray I come around, around
Hello, hello, are you lonely?
I'm sorry, it's just the chemicals
Hello, hello, do you know me?
I'm called Mr. Forgettable (oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh)
Mr. Forgettable (oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh)
Mr. Forgettable (oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh)
Mr. Forgettable
(Mr. Forgettable)
Hello, hello, are you lonely?
I'm sorry, it's just the chemicals
Hello, hello, do you know me?
They call me Mr. Forgettable

Don't stay awake for too long
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll get you up and going out of bed
And I promise that one day I'll feel fine
And I promise that one day I'll feel alright
And I'll make a cup of coffee with the right amount of sugar
How you like it
And I'll make a cup of coffee with the right amount of sugar
How you like it
How you like it
Don't know how long I'd stay for
It's okay, I'll knock on your door
Won't you come down and get me?
I like it when you hold me tight
You make me feel nice
The green in your eyes
Makes me feel warm inside
And I'll make a cup of coffee with the right amount of sugar
How you like it
And I'll make a cup of coffee with the right amount of sugar
How you like it
How you like it
Yeah


Hide my face again, harbor in the shadows
Feel this weight of sin hammering away
Die, with the guilt of a thousand AWOL soldiers
Die, watch the scythe usher me astray

I can't go on this way
Not as I am today
The ugly side of me is strong

Take aim, a loaded gun
Pull back on all who run
A coward's truth inside the wrong

"The beauty of lyrics can be seen clearly" 

Song : This means war. 
https://open.spotify.com/track/2NImo2MajNai4CLk35wMut?si=TZXwlxJJShGk7FKCewMvmw

Music

dance my life 

Cheating

Things differently

It don't ever wake me
I'll remember you
You could see me today
But tomorrow's just words I've heard some people say

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