Sudden realization I will never get her
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3am Thoughts

Frustrated

I miss her! I really do! Yeah we broke up! Yeah I left her! But she didn't even tried to save us this time! Yeah I feel good that I've no more toxicity in my life but what do to with memories? Who is there is now?🙂

I miss talking to her, back when I used to it was the best time of my life but she hurt me very bad and I went into a depressive episode that lasted for months. Everything about her was absolutely perfect, she was the prettiest, smartest and funniest person I'd ever met and now no other girls amuse me. I did slowly get over her somewhat but now that the weather is cold again she's back on my mind for some reason. I'm trying my best to get over it, I hit the gym regularly and try to keep my mind off of it but it's hard. Although it was only a situationship it could've been the most beautiful thing ever. 

Crush

I am in a relationship and we've been together for almost 7 months now and things seem Okayish sometimes we argue and sometimes we have bad days, sometimes we have good ones 

But recently enough I got to know this new Girl, She seems all i want, I stalked her on all the social medias ever possible, She's pretty similar to me, She's deep into philosophy just like me, She's into making playlists and an amazing music taste, Idk she really seems like the perfect match for me 

My present girlfriend seemed the same till we were in talking stage and then I got to know her better, She's nothing like she was till we were long distance, She's a 100% different IRL and not at all what she was on the internet, I have been trying to accept her the way she was but its been pretty hard 
I don't plan to cheat 
I didn't share my feelings about this new girl with my girlfriend and I don't plan to do so 
But we've conversations about how things were different in long distance, We are still not livng together but meet daily at colleges and sometimes to dates as well

Relationships

Even though we aren't together if she's hungry I make her food and go give it to her, I wait till she finishes eating and then I leave her place, she never says if she's sad, but ik when she will be sad and when she won't, I wanna be there for her, I tried helping her out, but she never wanted me to be there for her, then why did she have to act like she has feelings for me still most days, she's in a relationship with another guy but why does she wanna hunt me down?
I took all the blame remember, I never let u feel bad, and this is what I get in return?
Everytime I leave your place I wish you could wait for me to get on my bike and tell bye to me from top, I miss the good old days, where I did everything for you and all you did was accept it and not give anything back.
I was too blind to realise I was an idiot to believe in everything you said.
You went on cheating on me, did things I never thought you would do and now am stuck with all our memories and you get to roam around with a new guy?
It's never fair, and I think someday you'll realise it, I don't want karma to affect you, I just want you to realise how much I did for you and no one's gonna do so much to you.


I broke up with my girlfriend few days back and yesterday I saw her talking to another guy in the gym. Now I am worried that she is going to move on soon in just few days of breaking up. This is giving me a gut wrenching pain because I don’t know what to do.

Breakup

She is my friend, she don't want to let me go, she want me to talk like that we are in relationship but when I proposed her she said no, she said yes for a day that we can try relationship , than the next day I asked her is that what she wanted she said no she was just trying this because of me but this is not what she wanted, neither she likes me with someone else, she wanted to act like lovers but don't want to be with me officially, she talk to me only the whole day, yes maybe we are in love but what's stopping her to accept, yes i am also a girl but it's 20th century lol is this stopping her??? Now what should I do..... 

LGBTQ

So I need help getting me out of this rut. Here’s my story, My wife and I are divorcing we been unhappy for a long time now. So I started looking for someone who could give me a emotional connection that I was missing. I ended up failing in love with a woman I worked with she always was going through a rough patch in her life. I felt like we met at the right time. Anyways, but it turns out she was super needy, clingy and just totally didn’t trust me for some odd reason. Definitely had some insecurities. She was suffering from PTSD she had a bad encounter with a man. Our relationship was very toxic at the end. she ended up leaving me for another man. Completely caught me off guard. I wanted it to end but at the same time I missed our conversation, we had a routine together. I just miss her presence. Idk. I just feel out of place. I hope I can get through this. Maybe it was blessing, maybe I dodged a bullet here. Thoughts.. 






































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