Stupid rant. I had a friend. I had feelings for her. She didnt. Or kinda did. But she wasnt ready. Bla bla bla. But she was nice. I didnt wanna lose her. But i did. And I feel like it is my fault. It is. The thing is I could have talked to her any time. So could she. But I am the one who stopped talking first. I knew she needed a friend. And I abandoned her just at the worst possible time. All after I promised her I would stay with her through everything. That whatever the fuck happens she will have a friend in me who might not be a solution to all her problems but a shoulder to cry on?take a break?confide in? And I broke that promise.Now I dont know how shes feeling. I feel miserable. She was in a mess of a mental state and I was kinda like the only one who understood her or i think so.
Ok. I dont believe in all this prayer bullshit, but if I get i wish I pray that she has a friend who understands her. I dont care that I lost her, but I just dont want her to feel alone. So if theres anyone up there help her, I know she needs it.
hell no,go n talk to her ,clear the misunderstanding ,i swear it will get better
