Studying is like something im actually really good at...but these days i feel like its a burden for me to study...these days i just wanna sleep and lounge around...im literally sick of studying...wat do i do? I just cant stop and quit school or something + i should atleast write the board exams right...? But, tat means 1 more year of studying ...ughhhh im literally sick of ittt

nope.. i hav morning class and evening class which means i go to school at 6:30am and comes back at like 6pm..

and then ill get kicked out of the house🙂👍 

Ah that sucks, not being able to take a break when you really need it. 

Can you schedule your day in such a way that you get 40-45 minutes break and ample of study time as well, is that possible?

Everything is corona's fault!!! 
There is no motivation left 🤒😩

Books

my exam is in 2 months. idk how to feel about it, i have a very bad feeling that i might not be able to crack it. and what if im not able to do so? my mom says i need to get it or else she won't spare me. im tensed and anxious. why is life always so hard on me? I've been going through different financial problems, have a beef with my dad and I can't even look at him now. life is so fucking messed up. i feel lonely every second. i have become an introvert, which surprised my family too. i have been trying to stay strong all my life but it's just not working rn

Anxiety

I hate myself. I have become a big procrastinator. I took a drop for jee coz I didn't learn anything in 11th n 12th and my 12th marks were not so good. But now also I don't know anything. I will never clear jee as it's less than in one month. I want to die, I don't want to be like this. My parents are thinking I'm using phone for studying but all I do is waste time, postponing studies. I feel very guilty abt it.

Depression

Since the diwali break it's really hard to get back on track and study ; I'm just too distracted yeah I do regret everyday that I don't study I wanna but still can't !! Any tips anyone wants to share or some motivating words ?

I'm feeling very bad I had one backlog in Sem 1 which I didn't clear at that time and now that subject is removed from the course so there was no sources for preparation and I didn't knew that my exam will be offline till the day  before the exam and I think I'm once again failing, placements are also coming and because of this there ll be slight chances that my won't be able to give placement exams, I just know that I'm careless and I hate this fuck mannn. I know I'm pretty good at coding that is my core domain and all these students will be giving exam for placement but I won't be I feel jealous and frustrated.. 

Frustration

Whenever I try to study I feel pain, kinda fear in my veins....! What should I do? 

Conflict

I’m in my last year of college and I have been placed with a company. However I have a back(failed) in one of the subjects in the 1st semester of my 2nd year. And In order to retain my job I have to give 6 subjects this semester to increase my goa. But I’m lacking the motivation and push. Everyday I wake up thinking today I’ll do it but end up doing nothing all day and not even touch the books! What is wrong with me? 

Work

Hey stranger
I am feeling sad i don't know what i should do i feel alone i am going to start my intermidiate first year in a few days i thought i would take MPC but my brother's are saying i can't do it it's difficult but i wanna do it i guess but i really don't like maths that much.......

I have a freaking test this weekend aka Sunday. Nah I am not worried abt not being in the top list but I need to get better marks than my previous exam. And I am kinda feeling low with mah confidence 💀

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