Start by doing what's necessary; then do what's possible; and suddenly you are doing the impossible.
— Francis of Assisi

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Day 16 
  ( Thanks for reading) 
Sometimes I fells like it's too late that I have started thinking about my career my younger brother who is  12 is sure what he wants in lyf what he wants to become and I am still confused I feel stupid I feel I have seriously wasted my lyf . I don't like Sunday's anymore feels like it is the worst day that comes people are thinking about Monday blues and mine are Sunday storms . Feels like this day makes me free which I don't like any more this is what two years of lockdown has done to mee . Thanks corona . More than that I wanna thank mee for being soo Vella . I only have one job and that's procastination and I do it really well .

Self Love

I can't believe I'm feeling like I'm back being a teenager. I know it's the hormone fluctuations due to my periods... But this really feels so surreal 😂😂😂. I'm craving those stupid teenage lifetime's nibba nibbi love story and attention. This shit is also possible😶. Man, human body and brain is just so beyond my understanding sometimes! 

Hi guys
So  i am i a healthy relationship .. everything is going well its been 1 year now , he is generous caring .. pamper me on everything ... Like he is my perfect man  .. but i don't know sometimes when we don't talk because of any xyz reason  chahe kuch bhi ho... Ghr pr ho ya kuch bhi... Toh mere dimag me kuch ka kuch chlna start ho jaata h... That no he will leave me ... Uska mn bhr gya h ... He don't love me like earlier ... Mujhe pta h vo boht acha insaan h bt i don't know... Mere dimag me kyun itni baate aati h... Compared to my last relationship that guy my ex was way toxic...uski vjh se maine apni mental physical social saari health khrab kri thi ... Bt my present man ... He is really understanding... Bt pta nhi kyun m uski kuch baate alg way me interpret kr leti hu ... Because I don't want to get hurt again ... I get insecure that iske around colleagues h iski ...kisi or ko psnd kr liya isne toh... I don't know m overthinking krti hu jyada ya kya...bt in the end m yhi jaanti hu...mujhe fr se hurt nhi hona... Na m fr se kisi k aage joker bn na chahti hu ...na i don't want to lose this guy... I don't know what's this feeling ... A confusion or overthinking 😣

Relationships

Okay so.. Me and my crush held hands- well not exactly we were arm wrestling
And since it was like 10:30 she was really sleepy and I was standing so she just rested her head on me- T////T

BUT then my friend call me.. well so my two school friends call me a lot when I'm hanging out with my other friends and my crush likes to take my phone and talk to them a lot and one of them in specific let's call her "P" (cause her name starts with P) . My crush likes talking to P a lot and I'm over here trying to convince myself that maybe she just wants to be friends with her. But then when we switched to video call my crush muted the call and said I like her eyes.. And obviously I'm getting jealous ; - ;. Then she starts saying that she doesn't like curly hair and likes straight hair- (P has curly hair and i have straight hair but that didn't make me feel any better) 

I felt likes asking her if she's into girls.. but that would be weird because she knows I'm bi and that I have a crush on someone a.k.a her (but she doesn't know that)

So am i overthinking or.. Do you think my crush likes P.. I honestly feel like it's one - sided love and I already found out that my crush likes a guy cause she told me.. so I basically know she's not interested in me and she's prolly straight... 

Overthinking

i hate feeling like i’m not enough. lmk if you wanna talk 

3am Thoughts

I didn’t know how to cry when i was hurting, instead i just bottled it all up.

Life

Everyone just keep saying that there is someone out there for you!!
But recently my best friend rejected me I felt for him but he didn’t felt same that hit me hard …
He is the one who knows me so well and after all that he rejected me so what if I am not good enough for someone to be loved!!
What if I am not pretty enough, not funny enough, not smart enough then why would someone want to be with me…

Love

During college, I had a crush on a lady who was extremely introverted and didn't talk to the males much, and I believe she doesn't even talk to other girls other than her close buddy. I sent her an FB friend request, she didn't accept, I think she doesn't use FB and she still has the same old picture in her dp. I may or may not be ignored by her, I never had time to talk to her after that, and I'm quite sure she was single at the time. I recently spotted her in LinkedIn recommendations, so I made her a request, and she accepted it within minutes. Now I'm puzzled and afraid to talk to her on Linkedin since I'm not sure about her current relationship status. So I need help and I want to talk to her but at the same time, I don't want to be a bother to her.
**Need help guys

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