sorry for posting again a lot to get off my chest. But I've been sleeping a lot whenever I get home or just get in bed i sleep most of the day now and it's kinda weird to me I've never been like this before. 

Maybe you are exhausted or experiencing burnout. I myself used to sleep a lot when i get too sad and depressed.

Exhausted

Shayad aaye koi mujhe samjhe,
Is bharam me hi pal gya hun mai.

3am Thoughts

I feel so worthless sometimes 

Kabhi kabhi kch logo ka tumhari zindagi se jana hi behtar rahta h fir chahe tum unse kitna bhi pyaar kyu na karte ho kyuki kahi na kahi woh tumhari kamzori banne lag jate fir woh tumko kitna bhi hurt kyu na kare tumhe woh sahi hi lagta h aur unlogo tumhari zindagi se jane dena bhi kisi aur ke liye nhi khud ke liye waqt lagta h unki yaadon se dur jane mein par woh thik hota kyuki jane anjane mein tum khudko hurt kar rahe hote ho toh behtar h joh tumhari zindagi se jana chahta h unhe jane do agar woh aaj ruk gaye toh kal toh chale hi jayenge naa aur agr woh kal gaye toh aur tum toot jaoge andar se tumko khudse nafarat hone lagegi tumko khudke decision par hi gin aane lagegi toh behtar hai joh jaa rahe h usse jane do waise bhi hum kisi ko force nhi sakte ki woh humari zindagi ruke toh khudse pyaar karna sikho..

Loss

👀 for 👩friends 
Anyone is interested?

Girlfriend

I don't have really close friends or I had 1 but I myself cut her off coz I thought she was problematic and used to pull me down and I found her actions weird like she seemed pretentious and jealous... I tried my best to work it out but I couldn't handle it anymore as it was hampering my self esteem... I made other friends too... And I find them supportive and people are generally nice to me... Also my new friends appreciate me for being kind which I never heard from anyone before... Coz I thought it was normal to be nice to people 😅...(no intention to brag, I m genuinely like this) 
Ok so the problem is that I read some articles regarding narcissism and how narcissistic people are... They said that they don't have many friends and think highly of themselves and put down people who they had a beef with... Now the problem is I could relate to that as I do not have a single close friend also i did learn to work on my self confidence which means I do think highly of myself and... The major part, knowingly unknowingly I spoke badly about my old friend to the others when I was asked about it (basically I told them what all she did) 
I think I am narcissistic... How do I work on that... I in no means want to hurt people and am very interested in making friends... So I need help! 

Narcissism

Aree koi ladki he yaha jisse baat karni ho ? 🗣️

Hallucination

He choose to ignore me ....i choose to stay shut.......knowing this gonna end sooner...but stil trying to get it further....
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