Sometimes when i see stories or posts about people i know go out together i feel sad. I know they say if you want to then join them. But im not really close with them and a shy and awkward person. 

Friends

Is fake it till we make it even a thing?

3am Thoughts

I don’t feel supported in my friendships. My friends don’t include me in things. They don’t back me up when I needed. I feel awkward when I hangout with them. I only see them when they want things from me. They also bitch about almost everyone and I’m afraid they do that behind my back too. I did confront them about the - not including me in things. I don’t know
What should I do ?
They’re literally the only close friends that I’ve had since highschool. 

halo friends

Family

Okay so I’m pretty lonely as I have no REAL friends:( bruh... So I’m actually a very generous and wayyy to kind person *which is  not very good tbh* way ? Becz my freaking friends take advantage of me. Now after a whole 2 years I have realised all my friends are using me .......


Lonely

I have a question.
Anyone of you who's in clg & is in friends group... How do you see yourself are you close friend with all group members or just few ones?? just curious...

Today 
Whn a friend was telling the first impressions of all friends of our grp
she told what she thought about every1 when she met them 1st time
istg ,it wasn't even their first impressions, like for one she said she's like her second mom, gives her amazing advices (like Bruh that's not even a first impression, they came close after months) and for others it was chill and cute types, like ur not punctual, ur messy
and for me she said I had anger issues! like seriously, idk it hurt me? and everyone agreed
I dunno if it should hurt or not
but it did.
And tbh I always feel left out from this group, like when I'm late no one waits for me, but for others they do... I'm not included in half of 'the talks', like everyone's teasing each other with crushes' names and I'm clueless, because everyone except me knows it... They always talk about how they talked on calls for hours and no one even called me
when someone asks for notes, 3 people send it, and when i ask all people will see the message but not send
and like if we're choosing partners, I'm always the last one chosen
and the person also looks not happy, I'm never the priority
I know it's too immature, but it's affecting me
and I dunno if I am overthinking
Just wanted to vent it out


feels like i have friends no I don't have

I haven't had any friends or in person social life in 4 to 5 years. Can anyone please help me figure out what is happening 

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