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@confusedmind2000

Sometimes we just miss someone… a friend, who has just become a memory… he/she is alive but has gone so far that you can only touch those beautiful memories- which make you smile and cry at the same time. When we miss those moments filled with joy to realise how alone we are and those happy memories become both wounds and ointments. Sometimes we don’t miss that person but that memory and we want to live them again…but that person has left leaving a vacuum in your soul.
When we ask ourselves if that person also misses us, to get no answer. When we see rains and miss those “rain songs” we used to sing. When we skip that playlist which was our favourite, in order to skip those tears which it will bring. When we see the stars at night to remember how we used to count those constellations.
When we see our phone and remember talking for hours to that person who is too far now to be texted by any smartphone. When we are afraid of opening up gallery or “this day 3 years ago” on our phone because we know that we don’t have the courage to look at them.

When we miss that “hand in hand” walking, only to realise our empty hand right now. I had a whole sea once, now just some sand in my hands. Our promises and story ended halfway, dear A and dear T, I don’t know why. I miss you two. But you two have gone so far that I can just write this anonymously as a tribute to our friendship. Maybe I wasn’t good enough, but just wish you two get all the happiness of the world. The worst goodbyes are those which are never explained.
Maybe we meet again in a crowded metro- as strangers and walk away giving a side-eye. Or never. Some stories are open-ended and too painful to remember.

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@letsfixthis

Woow… this passage is so relatable n I felt it. Just a suggestion you should write a novel on yourself. You have really nice choice of words.

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