Sometimes there are times when I feel like I need someone by my side but then again afraid to get attached to someone because donβt know if the person might try to understand me or then again go ahead with judging me. I know it is easy to say not to think about getting judged by people but I am unable to do it. There was a time when I became so desperate to have some one to talk to that I started getting angry at my family without a reason and the cause of the same was the empty space in life. Not a depressed soul that I am sure of now but yes I do believe that every one needs someone by their side, someone with whom they can be themselves and not be scared anymore. Very rare people master the solitude but those who donβt just remember you are not the only one going through such a phase there are many. What we see on the outside is not what is on the inside. And not being able to live in solitude is not something to be ashamed of.
Hey let those emotions flow in some way or another. I learnt this that whenever we try to control our emotions we worsen ourselves. Emotions are meant to be expressed and not to be controlled in any manner. So try finding a way to bring them out and trust me when they pass you shall feel better eventually.