sometimes i want to die because i don’t have the body i had a few years ago and now seeing all these stretch marks from the struggle of losing and gaining weight is stressing that sometimes i want to kms and start a new life with a new body, like if i was a whiteboard that could be cleaned.
i hate having an ed but i can’t stop it, even if i recovered already it never left my side
i feel sorry that you feel this way about yourself but please do focus on the good things about yourself not everything is about your physique there is a lot more to you than that and i hope someday you realise this and start loving yourself more i know it’s not that easy but don’t give up