sometimes I feel like my mom is too good for my dad. 

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3am Thoughts

I wish I was enough for my dad

Family

I wish my dad talked to me more. 

My father is annoying as hell

It feels so annoying when your own dad curses you

Child Abuse

Abusive fathers belong to a special place in hell.

Anxiety

I don't know of anyone would see this Or not. But I think I'm gonna end my life soon I can't live like this anymore. No I didn't have any breakups nor any relationship issue. The real issue in my life is my father. I'm a girl and I love my father so much but he doesn't. He always starts any kind of argument and start to beat my mother. I think he doesn't care about us. Whenever he is in the house my mom and i always start to get tensed. We barely talk to my father cause if any of us tried to talk and didn't obey his rules ( which is always have to keep yourself low around him ) otherwise he can beat us he can insult us the way he chooses. I sometimes skip my dinner or meal too because of his bad language/slangs he use to insult us. I'm in class 10th this year and I want to study, I want to learn so that I can get a good result on my boards. I demanded my father for tution but he refused. But he wants me to score 95% + on my boards. I don't know till when I'm gonna live. Hopefully I'll end this life very soon. I am now too crying and writing this. I just wanted peace in my life but I think God too doesn't love me back. I only wish after my death, my mother could get happiness in her life. It's their 26th year of marriage but she didn't get peace in her life

If anyone is reading this, sorry for my bad English. Im not pro in English pls adjust 

Depression

Im 23old I love my mom so much and also my dad, but im getting angry always on them im hating myself , i have seeing them they always fights and scold at each other i used to see them, they love each other but they there is nk understanding between them, my mom not like my dad thoughts and he also , i tolerant them and control they fights and behaviour, but now iam shouting at them, its unlike my behavior im hating myself, my love them so much but they not quitted fights between i have send so many times both of them about this but they never listen to me, if one should stop the fight will be stopped know i have send this so many times, they verbal abuse each other not that extreme, they not fights and argues very much but everyday they argues so much im hating it im going through bad phase of my life , im not able to control my emotions and im scolding at them.

I have so much to tell to my dad but he never listen to us he always anger, and behaves like child no tension no worries, in my 23years life he never asked me how your studies going and its everything good, he cares for me but he never talks to me nicely, how much we can tell to my mother , my friend all drinks and smoke , once i send my mom about this she never give permission to met my friends and go with friends, later i never tell my mother about my daily activities, i seems to be happy outside but im not happy inside.
 
Im hating myself , i shouting at my parents , how can i scold them not able to control my tongue and emotional help me,

I hate my dad. And i have many reasons for it. The Main reason why i hate him is he is very partial and secretive person. Firstly he never tells anything about his income his earning to mom or me he dosent talk about anything he has an attitude of i am something. Secondly he is partial to me. He tells everything to my elder brother Talks about properties with him and Thinks like girls are dumb and Dont understand anything. He Serves food to my brother he does everything and Keeps secrets with him. Whereas in my case he didnt even talk to me nicely. I hate him

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