Some people underestimate alot and the feel like they are the owner of this world around me how to be like them and how to deal with this 

But how I mean any tip like what action should I take

Just smashed there head and speak for your self 

I'm army

Bullying

Added a translate option to my blog.. :)))

Adulting

Just had an argument with my mother today, I became so much angry that she had to say sorry to me and stop the argument, now I regret doing it..... How it started is, as everyone knows there is some curfew going on rn in Mumbai so she wanted to see my ant who stays 15 mins from my place, I was already tired mentally so I told her that I will drop her and pick her up once she is done, but she did not call me when she was done and came home walking while I was searching her on the road. She did not even pickup the call and when she came back both of us were angry bcoz of hectic day so we had a argument which landed me here.... Sorry for bad English 

Depression

Unsure, and that's for sure 

Love

Yes or no?

Other

A lot has happened this past month. I wanna be alone but i feel lonely too.
I have distanced myself from everyone. My friends my family even my parents.
Have i lost my mind?? I just want this time to pass as soon as possible 

3am Thoughts

I love her 🥲 literally , when I see anyother woman my sight goes down and my heart beats for the girl i love . Wo kehte haina pyar such ho toh puri qayanat usey milaney mai jud ti hai i can feel that 

Chod diya hai mene bar bar phone dekhna 
Pahle ye hi karta tha ek umeed me 
Pata nahi ab dil kaya chata hai 
Pata nahi ab dil kaya chata hai 
Na ye ab ache se hasta hai or na ye rota hai 
Lagta hai isko aa gaya samjha ki dard kaya hota hai or tutna kaya hota hai 
Ab pahle ki tarha koi umeed nahi hai jiske karan 
Chod diya hai mene bar bar phone dekhna 

Phale hota the intzar tere call/msg ka 
Per abhi nahi hota intzar to hai per tere call ka nahi 
Ek time tha jab ye laga ki tum ho kaya dar hai 
Ek time tha jab hume ye laga tha ki tum ho to kaya dar hai 
Wahi dar se doob gaya or usi dar me kho gaya 

Tum mujhe kahte the ki hum tumhare hai 
Ajj jab hum akle hai to kaha gai tum 
Chod diya tha mene tumhre bare me sochna 
Per ye dil ka dard hai 
Jiska tute usko dard hai 
Jo tode usko Kushi 
Khoo diya tumne ajj fir mujhe usi bheed me 
Jaha hum ek pal mile the 

Sab kuch theek hota agar tum khud se puchti 
Kaya galat kiya or kaya sahi  
Puchna khud se apne app samjh jaogi 


I have a lot many to love, a d to receive love from. But I am not able to connect emotionally to anyone. Am I not appreciating the love they are showering me with? Or is ot just about a lot of feelings?

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