Some guy in my orchestra, he is funny. I was walking towards the orchestra room and he was standing near the hall way and I just stared at him as I walk, he then licked his lips and looked me upside down.

I don’t have any feelings for him but it gave me butterflies!!

NAHHH ITS MY FRIENDS FRIEND, IT ISNT LIKE THAT!! I GOT BUTTERFLIES BECAUSE IT WAS SO RANDOM.

Relationships

Tired, lot to study for uni exams 

College

Maybe we will meet again!
Maybe we will laugh again!
Maybe we will share the same table again!
Maybe we will read each other thoughts again!
Maybe we will not break each other’s heart again!
Maybe we were meant for each other!
Maybe maybe maybe!
Maybe it will happen someday!
Just not today!
Maybe it will be some other universe! 
Just not here!
Just not here!!!

3am Thoughts

I find life not fun anymore. Everything is weighing me down. Dealing with the present is difficult, making the future scarier.

Exhausted

 I'm not feeling well... The the one who I love he won't understand my feelings.. suggest me wt should I do


Confusion

I am 14 year girl . I was always invisible in school. Noone likes to talk to me and if anyone talk to me people outcast them. That's why noone wants to sit with me or eats with me. Coz i am ugly and i am not good in studies... People bully me and make fake rumors about me and my family... But finally my school is changed and i am very happy about that but my happiness not last long my some old classmate in same school of me and then they tell all about me how am i in old school that all people abondend me. And in first 2 school year i am reaaly depressed and even i locked me in my school bathroom. Bt after that a girl appeared in my life  and she makes me use all my money on her.  and then she tell me to flirt with random boys who comes to our zchool to meet their friends...firstly i like the attention they all give me bt they all see me on my Instagram account. I am always afraid that if they see me in real  life... They alll liked that bullies so i just flirt with them for some time then left them . I don't want them to see my real face.so i am single bt my friend make fake rumors that i had dated do many times. So all of them likes to give me attention coz they thought i have poweful background bt it not last long bt then i go to tution  and then i got so much attention i am cheerful bubbly girl for them...bt they also think i dated so many times. They all think that i date all guys for 2-3 days. I get attention bt nobody knows that i am agirl who never dated before. Those one year are best in my life bt then some more girls come to our tution all boys flirting with them i being a dude and help them to date bt when i think all in my tution is dating or dated befor bt i am the only one who they think just ss friend i cried bt i made it invisible and laugh a lot then there is lockdown and i cut all my relation with all my friends bt then tution reopen my mom forced me to join tution bt now i don't want friends anymore and i just study and get out bt when i see my friends and other new students laugh and making secret s i got jealous and i want to make friends with then one more time...bt i know now all boys hate me ... I kept in my mind and keep my mouth shut its not that i don't try to along with them bt it makes me just uncomfortable abd awkward because they have some topics to talk about boys and sone other personal stuff ....plz tell what i do to get with along them


Life

I m oversleeping these days.... Then I can't work coz of the guilt and it's a cycle now... I feel like trash... Ughhh... It's frustrating! 

Stress

i feel lonely i was in a relationship knowing it was toxic now it changed me as a person.  i even forgot how i was before!😔😔😔

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