Some friend treats me like shit i could feel that..but i dont let go of them because i know that I won't get anyone better.. I can't socialize no more.

That means you need to become your own friend first. Be kind to yourself and learn to love yourself as you are. Then the rest will follow

Don't worry! Peoples are always contagious! 
You should vibe out with likewise peoples

Thats not true! Not all people are right for us. It may take time but the right people will cross your path and they will be your true friends. Sometimes we need to let go of the people who are toxic to us because even being alone is better than being with the wrong people

Friends

Hi I'm feeling quite low today. I feel lonely at most times I don't have any friends I come here and try to answer people I sometimes pay for them. But today for the first time I'm feeling weak and there is noone I can tell this too. It sucks to have noone to talk to even to listen someone's endless stories. I don't know it's me that's toxic that noone wants to be friends with me or meet only disrespectful people. Even if people are good and we are like best friend after a month or two they leave. Then I question do I bore them or did I not apologize for something maybe they were sensitive to idk but till date not has ever stuck am I the problem?

Friends anyone?

I feel like I have no real friends. No one cares. 

Exhausted

im feeling sad i was happy that my friends and i got to ply together but then possum left and it was kinda weird rabbits lover or friend came and they fought then rabbit was telling me to come with them and they were kinda treating me like a dog and then they just talked with them and they just left me out and then they said they were leaving to a game and just left with out asking and the other 2 had already left and i was just all alone and i don't know what to do because they were the only thing that was making me happy and our friendship already seems broken and i fon't even know what to do im already stressed but when they came in my life i forgot about all my stress and felt so happy then they left and it all hit me and i don't know what to do 

The only friend I thought I had in my new college just lied to me. Although I know she lied to me, I pretend to not know about anything. I couldn't make many friends in my new college cause of bad situation at home. I couldnt give much time for my new college mates. So I used to only talk to 1 girl and she knew that. It really hurts so bad. I dont feel like waking up in the morning. Everything feels like a waste of time.

Anxiety

My college was planning for IV. I thought someone would ask me to come. But my close friends didn't even bother to ask me. They didn't even call and just left. Now they are posting videos and pictures. I don't know how to react. I thought for a moment they're true friends.

Hello to who ever is reading this 

Not so long ago I realized that the friends that I had weren't really my friends they put so much pressure on me and even laugh at me when I did something wrong they would leave me when I was at my worst

So.. this year I am going to try to meet new people 
I don't know who I am going to encounter but I hope it good people

And for those that are in a bad relationship please stop it as soon as possible I know its hard but its for the better😊

Hope

Okayy so I had a friend a circle was super close to them met them in 11th before this I never had any close friend group or anything so was super happy and grateful to have found one .All things were going well for some while at least that's what I thought until one day I opened up and said that I am an attention seeking person and I need some kind of validation from  others and for that they judged me hard by saying that "ooh u want attention and large friend group ","you have changed " and what not. The following days it started getting worse I was not growing I was being super dependent on these people I had no social connections other than them cause I didn't try to cause I thought they'll be there for me forever.I was scared to lose them cause I had no other ppl other than them I was not being myself I went into this deep dark place in my life I even contemplated suicide cause I thought I was not worthy of them all them were super beautiful and pretty and I was the duff among them. Finally one day I gathered some courage and left the group ,the day I left the group everyone started bitching about me by saying that I said that ,this blah blah and conveniently left their part of them telling me the same thing agreeing to whatever I said .I was more than devastated when I heard what was happening . Now again i was alone back to square one I am healing now slowly but this incident has fucked up my anxiety I can't open my insta cause I'll see them hanging out together which cause  a breakdown for me cause I was never prepared for this but ig life's all abt these kind of situations were your not prepared for anything. Now at present the things I have learned from this is that nothing is constant in your life except you. Letting go of things may seem hard but it creates space for new things to happen. I have not healed from this cause anything that reminds me of them still cause a knot in my stomach. Those people were toxic and judgemental even I was but now since I am out of this group I feel free for the first time I have started to unlearn and  at the same time learn a lot of things. Since I was super depended on them it feels strange to not say each and every fucking thing happening in my life which is something I had to do even when I was not keen of doing the same cause I later I will be accused of not doing the same. See I am not saying I was right the all time fuck no I was also super toxic and negative on myself anything that happened in my life I had to point out the negatives always that I end up forgetting about the positive aspects about it, I was also super toxic so ig it was with the best interest of both us that this happened. 
But still I want to move on with my life keeping this aside I am aware that this will take time but I am not sure how to go about with this.. I am sorry my grammar and punctuation are all over the place but yeah I didn't want to disturb the flow.

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