So, today i decided to walk out on him. This decision has shattered me from my very core and i know it can’t be undone. And i don’t want to.
I know i’ll never be the same and i can’t love anyone else like i loved him. I just wish that he actually cared for me, loved me and respected me a little more.
God knows i tried so hard to keep us together, how much i adored him, how much i needed him but he was never there.
His " I don’t give a fuck attitude" broke us…
I just wish things worked out the way they should have been.
I wish he came to me the first time we fought instead of leaving me…
I wish he wanted and needed me like i did.
I wish he loved me the way i did.
I wish he had a little more courage to accept me and my feelings…
Its gonna take a while for me to accept and move on. But for now, I guess its okay to mourn…❤
Don’t even feel bad why keep closer people who just bring you down, what was he good for? probably nothing so don’t keep a burden by your side well done, it’s better to be alone so no one gets in your way. Put your head up and walk without looking back
