So toady i was learning to drive scooty i suck at it my dad was making fun of he gets anrgy whenever i make mistake im sensitive to critisim a lot i somehow pulled through but now i feel so bad i took some tests for anxiety and i have it i know i also have history with depression I don't know.people who were close to me told me i was not trying enough i was lazy and it still hurts today my hands are numb my chest pains due to these thoughts im tired. 

Same happened with me when I went to learn scooty I will can't give you any advice but Id just say I know how frustrating that is- 
I relate to you ♥️

Anxiety

I feel like I'm getting distant, from my family. I don't want to be insensitive, I don't want to drive myself away, but I like spending time alone, I like to think alone and be with myself. My parents miss me. When I spend time with them, it's chill for some time but then it starts making me a bit uncomfortable because our views do not align. I don't know what to do, I feel really bad. 

Relationships

I m confused about myself. What really I'm. Innocent or wicked. I m trapped in my distorted thoughts. I cant able to feel real feelings.  Have No one to really understand me. To help me out what exactly it is and how to get rid of my virtual life and get back in real life.  Looping around same habits. Low self esteem. No friends. No hobby. No goals.feels like im Selfish. Caught so much in virtual world due to social media that now real world idealogies fading and now confusing what to do. Want to leave . And deep down i know what to do what to not. But cant do  as if i leave these then what else ill do to get myself and my mind busy or get pleasure 
 Adopted some bad habbits to divert my mind or to get pleasure. And now regretting on that too as again it feels bad but on the same time cant leave them as i have nothing else to do in life to be happy, to really enjoy happiness. 

Addiction

Has anyone else on here been diagnosed with ocd, if so do you have any advice? I'm struggling so bad with it and having a complete meltdown. I'm trying so hard to expose myself to the things I fear but it's so hard.

my life is a mess

College

Hey i really really feel so useless and it's like no one wants me and I'm too much to handle and i always will be I'm ghosted by the guy I love my parents hate me for my existence and I barely have friends and it's like I'm not even myself anymore I used to me so extroverted and charming I've lost myself this isn't me and people just like lie to my face and I let them get away with it because I'm just so done with literally everything like literally nothing excites me anymore nothing makes me feel safe all I feel is lonely all the time insipte of being surrounded by hundreds of ppl everyday I still feel so invisible 

Frustration

I read this one earlier today,and felt this one is must share 
So here’s my first post for you guys
Vulnerability
People see it as a weakness, people are scared to get scars. I believe it is a strength.
When i went on stage for the first time i felt it very strongly, i was scared. People judged me.
When i faced the camera for the first time i felt vulnerable that the world will see how bad i am.
And they did and made fun.
When i dated for the first time i shared whats in my heart and got walked over. I felt deeply hurt and used.
Whenever i did something new i felt very vulnerable and scared but only in vulnerability there is growth. I choose it every time.
I choose to dance my heart out and let people laugh than sit in a corner, i choose to speak up on stage and get judged than avoid it, i choose to say whats in my heart and get walked over than hide what i truly feel.
The weak are scared of the scars and they have none, scars are what define the strong.

Self Harm

There's a horrible feeling in my chest whenever something goes wrong. I always used to keep it in, not telling anyone because I hate showing anyone I'm vulnerable. My mom is supportive but I hate that she has to be strong even if it might devastate her. I feel almost always on edge, stressed, anxious, angry at myself for not being good enough. I always question if I deserve anything or anyone's support. I always compare myself to others, hating on myself. I cry it out and it gets better for a while, but that feeling never goes away. I think I need help, but don't know whats wrong with me. 

Stress

I just need a place to be and let go. Feeling weird but okay at the same time.

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