so, telling me to dive in water u won't dip ur feet in, tend to make me question u for lots of reasons.

for a moment no, i smoked a blunt. so i'm a little slow as i'm floating.

3am Thoughts

Sometimes it's good to be disappeare 

I don't feel happy anymore in my life!!! I feel empty. I start crying out of nowhere. I feel like I m gonna left behind! I feel as if Everyone is achiving and settling with good and I m gonna be a looser!! I just don't feel good. 

Anxiety

I wanna go to china for further studies😣


Stress

Feeling restless. Anyone up to share their thoughts !! 

I hate that "what if" feeling.

Life

Live alone
Bury self to work
Eat instant noodles
Drown self in a bathtub
Stream nonstop
Sleep whenever wanted
Drain energy
Di3

I felt so much,that I started 
to feel nothing..! (:

Overthinking

I want to cry, I hate myself, I don't want people to hear my stupid words, I don't want people to hear my thought, I don't want to reach for help

I'm drowning, I'm barely hanging, I'm struggling

I have to always smile cuz people know me as a smiley person, people see me as a happy go lucky person, people see me as a easy going person, people see me as an independent person

I want attention but I don't like people tu pay attention to me, I want to talk more to my friend but I don't want them to look at me as a nuisance, I want to give my opinion but I'm afraid my idea is a trash

So I'm hanging to my self and I only have my one friend to share my thought cuz I don't want to burden anyone especially my family cuz I like seeing people smile and I hate to see them worrying about something 🥰🤗

You could say I'm a selfless lifeless person 😊

But I won't do suicide don't worry

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