So restless......I don't know what to think. Maybe things will turn out fine. I don't know what I'm doing.

Everything is like a sad dream that I can't escape from.

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Life

stressed. very stressed. lotsof curveballs. constantly trying to bat away intrusive thoughts. tryingnot to sink. trying to be okay.

Stress

I just need to be heard ..... i want to scream my lungs out i wanna let em know i am tired but i dont have the heart to disappoint soo many eager faces who think i am some1 which i am not.

Depression

Don't worry abiut things you can't control.

3am Thoughts

Im overwhelmed and just mentally checked out... I give up

So, i woke up in the morning with a bad mood. At first I didn’t know why but then I realised I was stressing over how i had so many plans for my life but still haven’t done anything. 

There are people (my classmates, friends, etc.) who have already began to work or are preparing for an entrance exam they have to crack, and I’m still here waiting for my last year in college to end so that i can move further. But this makes me like I’m doing it all wrong.

I always wanted to talk about this to someone but when i do everyone just thinks I’m dumb and have no plans for my future and I’m just dreaming and having unrealistic expectations from life but NO! It’s  not like i have no plans for my life, i do! And i am slowing working on it!  But I just keep feeling I’m too slow because everyone is already doing something and I’m still here!

I know after reading this some might say, “Just get up, and start working on it. Don’t just think, take some action.” Like yes, i know, just sitting and thinking doesn’t work. I’m just waiting for this year to end to i can think of what i can do further. But also I don’t want to feel like I’m doing nothing with my life.


Overthinking

It would be nice if once in my life I don’t have to stress worry struggle and that everything will finally fall into place. I have been told oh there’s beauty in the struggle life‘s gonna all work out eventually when because I’ve been out of high school for 12 years now and I’m nowhere near where I need to be and I’m just done I don’t have the energy to keep fighting I’m also not willing to just stay stuck so what do I need to do to catch a break 

Growing Up

To anyone,

Who feels like nothing is going right and feels completely lost. Just know if it feels like bottom, congrats buddy, because this is the end to your fall and now only one direction is left to go "UP"

SO WAKE UP NEXT MORNING ANS SHINE BRIGHTER THAN ANY PROBLEM YOU HAVE GONE THROUGH.

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