So my current bf is not so physically attractive but that’s okay… I didn’t go for his looks when I started loving him. It’s been 3 years of our relationship. But the thing is I am getting this weird feeling.
It’s my side of story idk how he will describe me. I was toxic according to me earlier but I changed a lot. He didn’t change a bit. I was become toxic because of his one such behaviour I can’t resist getting furious on him. I already said that I won’t share such things but he thinks it’s important. Ik it’s important but why tf were you forcing me. I want to be comfortable first with you. He did this in 1st and 2nd year of our relationship. Still do this
And things kept on adding more and more.
But I changed a lot for him and he didn’t. Ik he changes the day after I leave him then again the cycle kept on repeating. I am not able to leave himmmmmm mannnn… I would have left him very early instead of being toxic but I just can’t…
The problem is I am getting unrealistic expectations looking at social apps and people around me or listening to my friends that I am settling for less. Idk about that bruh whether I am settling for less but I lowered my expectations for him. My first ex was way way wayyyyyyy more better than my current one. But idk now he is with someone else nor i am going to him anyway(we brokeup cuz her brother and mom get to know about us, and they treat me like their sister or idk, his father is very friendly tho but maa hi ajeeb hai uski, khair maa to maa hai) that relationship ended in class 11th and met my current one in June 2019(I was in 12th). I only fell for him cuz of his voice but okay tho… I just want to be treated like the way he treated me… He never understands me… Even my love language is samee… He used to share memes(not the cringe rvcj one) and I do tye same with my current and he just don’t give a f… Idk man it hurts looking at people getting more than they expected and here I am lowering my expectations for him… That wasn’t even unrealistic… Kept on replying with okay acha n all but can’t understand what I mean behind everything I share…
Ohh god I got carried away but yeah okay…
Copy krke rkha tha
Maharth @maharth_0304
Sometimes all you just have to do is let go. Ik its painful but trust me in the long run its the best thing you can actually do
If he is not your type or he doesn’t match with your vibe just break up and move on it will be better for u and him . Jyada lamba relationship means attachment and its harmful at some point in life so it’s better to move on … I know it sounds cruel or rude may be but its reality babe
I can literally relate to most of the things you mentioned here
Hope @cureplace
there is a way out, if you take the bold step and tell him, enough is enough, and you need to change.
else you know what to do.
