So my best friend- or as I considered him to be… today messaged after a long time… he does this many times, messages and vanishes, we don’t talk for months and when I realise that maybe it was our last convo, he appears again only to talk about himself and some work and then vanishes again… he never asks about me… when I confront him he says sorry and starts the same cycle…
But today, when I confronted him, he said sorry as he had some bad phase and accepted that he used to call me only for some work or for his some need and that was unfair… he said sorry and that from now on he will be in touch and wrote- “we shall be good friends from today”… that statement broke me as I thought that we were already best friends and he used to say the same… so was he just using me till now… was all our laughs and stories fabricated to just get some work done by me or get some carrier advice from me?? Are these past 3 years a lie ?? As I am writing these lines I am feeling cheated, sad, betrayed and used… I am breaking apart, am I overthinking?? You shouldn’t have done this dear A…
aaah you need a break from him shoo him away why to give someone importance who remembers you only when he has time are you someone’s time filler ? No right and how can you give such human right to even spoil your mood attachment to wrong people gives you hard time i understand but listen he would never be there for you such a one liner thing you are not his tantrums absorb just let him pass don’t give some undeserving human a space in your heart and brain please its a request
