So I'm  the only child in the family and my dad passed away 2 yr ago. Been daddy's  little girl all my life, and now all of a sudden my only pillar of support is no more. Now my mom is sick and has to undergo a surgery. She has suffered a lot being a cancer survivor.  Its really tough to do everything alone. I really need a shoulder to lean on

I really hope it all works out. I know we can’t be there for you at your place, but i hope you get all the strength and love you need❤️

I love that you are still standing strong. You are a tigress!!! Love ya!

Your are strong and bold.First of all hats off to you..We are there for you it's not just words


Cancer

My father had very negative personality always talking negative demoralising me, had fear of things that didnt happened. I dont know if he had some mental issue now he is no more. Hedied of heart attack. I dont know sometime i miss him but sometime i feel releived that noone is talking negative

Happy father's day, miss you dad 🌟

Life

I lost my dad to suicide when I was 13. Ever since i cant get it out of my head. No one understands me. I lost so many of my friends bc i lashed out on them. I'm so alone no one to talk to about this. I'm 14 now it gets better then some nights I stay up till 3 screaming into my pillow. All this guilt, pain, regects, fear, sadness, all added up so stressful. All the memories got so hazy. And I'll think about the day I found in the funeral and it makes me think that I'm in them. Sometimes I forget hes gone and I want to ask him something and I cant. I just want someone to talk to. To understand me on this level. But no one cares enough. 

Suicidal Ideation

i dreamt of my grandfather dying while i was sleeping on a bus. he died 4 years later due to pneumonia. i cried for very long when we first witnessed the severity of his dementia. he suffered in agony due to his multiple illnesses. every morning he would moan in pain from his broken back. i cried so much that i didn't cry at all when he died. in fact I was happy that his suffering had ended. i was the only one in the family who saw his death liberating. i was glad he was in peace once again. people think i am an asshole for not crying in his funeral but i did cry, just not that day. i cried for years before that and i had no tears left to cry. nowadays i keep thinking about him and that gives me immense nostalgia. i miss my grandpa. 

Family

Hi 
I lost my brother, he was the only surviving member in my family. 
It's just getting hard day by day to be alive. 

Depression

After my father got sick I felt so helpless

3am Thoughts

miss you dad forever ♾️

My best friend's father passed away yesterday due to covid. She called and cried and said I want my dad, I just want him back. I couldn't console her at the moment. I was shocked. I didn't know what to say. I can't even meet her due to covid. I just feel so.. I don't know it's just very disheartening. And I just feel so bad that I can't do anything for her. I don't know what to do. I can't even imagine how difficult it must be for her. I really want to give her a tight hug. 

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