So im a girl and i like girls but I hate myself for it and I don’t think I will ever be able to accept it. I’ve known for years but nobody knows and I can’t tell anyone I don’t care whether they are fine with it or not cuz ill hate myself for it either way. I just don’t know what to do i really wanted to just be straight but even if i tried my feelings haven’t changed but i don’t want to live like this, what am i supposed to do? I’m actually in love with a girl right now but she’s in another city right now and i regret not telling her my feelings bc i didn’t want to accept them, and not even that, i just regret not allowing myself to be happy when i was with her bc all i was thinking about was that i loved her and i couldn’t be happy bc that was wrong, tbh if I could go back time, even if i want to change things it would probably be the same I would still be too afraid and i would still hate myself cuz i still do. I don’t think i can ever accept it or say it to anyone but i also don’t want to live keeping it a secret forever but i have to i would never forgive myself if i didnt
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