So I was thinking about coming out cuz I’ve been knowing for over 5 years that I’m not straight and I like girls. I don’t think I like guys I could never imagine me dating one, It has been like this even before the idea of being gay crossed my mind, since I was very homophobic back then. This year I have been thinking about coming out. But idk how for many reasons. I can’t say I’m gay or I’m a lesbian out loud, not even when I’m alone in my room I’ve tried but I really can’t so how am I supposed to say it? my voice won’t come out I already know. I thought to maybe just write it down but then If they asked me questions in person I can’t answer either. I won’t wait “until I’m ready” bc I never am. I also thought of coming out as bisexual cuz it’s easier for me to say that, but although Idk maybe one day I could date a man cuz who knows I don’t think so but I still don’t want to say that bc it’s still probably never going to happen and I don’t want them to have hopes (that I’ll date a man) I really have nothing to say about man, idk If should say that. But what if one day I did and ppl thought I was lying? Idk this was so messy sorry. I just don’t know and I never will but i need to come out I can’t do this anymore I’ve never been good at hiding things and only if I said i was gay I would feel comfortable well actually not but yes bc I am gay but no bc i can’t say it and it makes me uncomfortable to say so.
sorry, this makes no sense.
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