So I used to be really outgoing and had a lot of close friends, but then pandemic and quarantine hit and although we see each other every day (online mostly) we just seem to be drifting apart, and now I just seem to be waiting until high school in a few months. So I have a lot of casual friends, but not really any close friends I could tell anything right now. I’ve been thinking a lot while in quarantine and realized that I have had romantic feelings towards a boy once, and not just girls. I can’t help but feeling like if the pandemic wasn’t here, I would already have everything figured out because I would have people I could share with, but am just not completely sure when I think about it. Because I don’t really have anyone to talk to about it, I keep doubting myself unconsciously and thinking maybe I’m pressuring myself or trying to convince myself even though I know that I have been attracted to boys in the past. Media representation doesn’t help either, with characters like Sara Lance, Constantine, and Clarke Griffen convincing people that being bi just means you’re a horny person who will hook up with anyone whenever. Sorry for the long post, but does anyone have any advice on this?