So I read this post and just cant get over it! 
It said, There is one such incident in everyone's life that changes their life into, before and after and for most of us this incident is a person! Damn. 

Life

hey i feel kinda confused and lost sometimes because i want to start my business but i haven't thought that really through and i am pursuing chartered accountancy in which while studying i usually feel distracted and always think of starting my own business...but when I think of future it scares me about how i will sustain my business, thats the reason i cant drop out of CA right now...I am gonna be 22 in august. 

Confusion

how to get rid from dark circles ?
Anyone 🖐️

Acne

Just wanna talk to someone
Not feeling good 
😅
Anyone up?

Every day I think of getting up, make a schedule to follow, do exercise, give time for study and do something productive, learn software but that every day never comes. Am getting distracted a lot, am not studying properly since it's online, I don't do anything, I watch series, movies, and sleep. I do attend classes and submit my assignments on time but yet it's kinda getting difficult to make my mind to something productive.

Education

Last night was the first time i slept in the same bed with my boyfriend and  while i'm half way to sleeping my bf who just finished washing the dishes came into the bed lay besides me, hugged me and he started tearing up and said "Finally, this is not a dream anymore" he hugged me tightly and i also started tearing up and said to myself "He's the one, i'll never hurt this man" 😭 i wish he'll never hurt me like my past did. He's a kind and a positive guy i hope he'll never change. 

Relationships

I don’t feel good at all. I feel like I have lost motivation to do anything. I don’t work on myself and I hardly have any friends left. Throughout my life I have always lost so many friendships. I feel like I am very difficult to love. And I constantly worry about what people think of me. I had a really really bad fight with a friend recently. That person genuinely did me wrong and I kept tolerating it because I knew if I lost that friend, I will lose a few more. and I feel like everyone thinks they’re better than me. I know all of this might make no sense right now. But I really feel alone. I can’t even make friends easily anymore either. I don’t know what to do

I feel really low and alone, and I can’t even make friends easily. I don’t know what to do. 

Friends

So.. I have been wondering if I should get a divorce. There is too much trauma in my relationship most of it is unintentionally but trauma is trauma... And i dont feel my partner is putting an effort.. A lot of gaslighting.. I actually feel worthless in the relationship.. Gives me a bit of depression to be honest... I feel 10 years old and broken sometimes.. I wish me and my partner met later on in life but we didn't and it doesn't seem to work out.. I want to so bad.. We go to therapy and i am trying but he puts minimum effort.. Maybe thats all he can do but I feel lonely especially in my struggles.. I just got surgery and he calls me lazy for laying down... I dont know what ghe right thing to do is.. We have a daughter and she loves us both so much.. I dont know what to do.. 😭



Like I’ve fucked things up. I keep fucking things up. 

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