So I have this friend who I feel very close to and I almost share everything with her but today I found out that she doesnt share anything with me and doesnt even wish to. I am feeling bad because I really want that mutual understanding and trust between us. And whenever we talk on phone and if I say something a little dumb unknowingly, her reaction is like I am the dumbest and most stupidest person on earth and i dont know anything. Nowadays if we are talking on call she doesnt listen to or pay attention to what I am saying and it feels awful to share something with her and she's just laughing at something she's reading and sometimes I'm talking and sharing something and she's literally watching her dramas. Am I overthinking or overreacting? Should I not feel bad?

Confusion

It’s been days now that I have been feeling this shitty. Seriously my life has taken such an unexpected turn. I mean people used to think of me as the happiest person and now I’m just struggling so much with my problems that I don’t know. I have always been the cheerful company people crave for. I still am but there’s something in my heart that’s not right. My best friend left me a couple of months ago or rather I left her. Don’t know which way it is. I have been trying to get in touch with her but she as usual just seem to be not caring at all. I need her in my life and she maybe needs me to but she won’t show. She even said that she would just pretend that everything is alright. She would wear that smile on her face always and cry at night and I feel it’s all my fault that she is in this state. I have been blaming myself for months now. I want to talk to her but my ego wouldn’t allow me. Idk I just don’t know what’s happening.

My girlfriend just asked me if she could die..Im worried about her, she's asked me this question multiple times and my answer remains the same. She's had a rough childhood along with her life today. I don't know what to do if she is confident enough to actually do it..

Love

My friendship with my best friend is falling apart and i am hurting so bad. I can't take it anymore. :'(

I have a female friend from last 1 year... She calls me her bestfriend we both have very mature bond. We understand us. I dont care when she hangout with other guys and same for her. But she's so narcissistic, everytime she wants her work to be done at any cost. She only call and text me when she need something.. Now this is going toxic for me. Looks like she's just using me and now she got new bestfriend because he's rich paying her bils. From last 2 weeks she is ignoring me hard. What to do. I have 2 option 
1) just leave her never talk to her 
2) just go with the flow and start saying no to her untill it become toxic to her

Friends

Yesterday my friends bf broke up with her  and she told me that she've been stress, overthinking alot and it hurts her so much she asked me for a advance on how to move on and a quote and as her guy best friend who've been through the same thing i told her "Before i gave you what you asked come with me tomorrow morning at 5 we're gonna jog so Just a few hours ago we jogged and while we're at the middle of it she asked me where we are going but i didn't tell her where but i told her." Think of this as your process of moving on... Think The Place where we're going is your destination which is what you want(to move on) the things that i want you to do for now is not to look at the path to your destination but to look around the beauty of nature around you. Think of them as your friends and my advice the i'll give towards you cause you see if you only focus at the process if moving on you'll only focus on that thing you became depressed and sad at the process but if you also looked around you, you won't be sad at the process for you're getting/seing what you want and  need which is my advice and your friends, at your process of moving on and feeling better i want you to enjoy your journey remember Happiness is not a Destination but the journey" so we slowed down for a bit she looked around her and we never talked for a minute, by the time we're near our destination i told her "You made it, Now enjoy the view and enjoy your life after you've moved on" she hugged me and 00me and after a few minutes of rest we head over to our house and i chatted her the advice that she seeked. 

Just wanted to tell you guys about an incident. There is this friend of mine not a very fast friend just someone I know. I am an introvert with an arrogant face (many have told me this) but trust me I am not arrogant. So this girl lets call her Trisha she has been my class mate since college 1st year now we in 3rd. We just days before lockdown randomly went drinking with a mutual friend and we were wasted , after that mutual friend left we booked a room and made out and slept. We kind of   dated for a month after that but it was unsaid relationship where we used to talk till 5 in the morning sent heart emojis all the time. Then we lost our touch and talked only when we needed help regarding the assignments and tests (in lockdown). Lockdown finally ended (last college semester), she started dating this guy and posted couple goals photos on instagram,  it was fine I did not care much. So fast forward to 25March 2021 we had our last mid term exam. So we were smoking just outside college and Trisha and some other friends were there. She had this hickey on her neck which was visible and many female friends told her so in private. So then and there we planned to go out for a drink I, Trisha, and one more friend lets call her Kritika. So we three went to a place from where mountains were visible and it was so cool.  We got drunk and Kritika went to get some more cig the shop was close by. So Trisha came forward to kiss me, I was shocked but gave her peck on the cheek she smiled and kissed my cheek too. Then she came forward and said "I want to really  kiss you" and I said no because it was not right after that she literally pleaded and said its fine trust me I wont regret but still I did not wanted to kiss her so I denied (we had just a couple of drinks). Kritika came back and we smoked and drank a bit more and left. Fast forward to now,  She acts as if nothing happened and I do the same, but it is funny when she posts relationship goals pics on Instagram. this reminds me that everyone "ACTS" so perfect in instagram.

Life

Maeve and aimee's friendship is goalssss.

Movies

I feel so anxious and alone. The person I considered as my best friend and soulmate and I thought she is the kind of friend who will never ever made me feel bad about myself, left me. She checked my phone behind my back. She has assaulted my emotionally, verbally and manipulated me. She is an influencer and whatever she portrays on social media is fake. She is a feminazi and a very insensitive person. She judges people when someone is grieving and in pain. She has fat shamed me and victim blamed me when a guy assaulted me. I am trying to get over her and whatever she did to me. But sometimes I just can’t stop thinking about the good times we had together. 

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