So i fucked up majorly this year . Realising that i have been running away from uncomfortable situations. Since the time i had joined my first job i had been feeling anxieted and lazy to work. I fucked my first year of the job , then the time came where i could move forward and what happened the pandemic became more lazy and got a bad rating at my workplace which lead to a paycut and them putting me in a position for 3 months to check my performance i suceeded that but i wanted to leave the job in order to find something better. I planned my escape was going abroad to study so i left my job and started prepping up for that , i did realise i had not worked hard enough and the colleges i was tar-getting weren’t the one that i wanted to get in. I fucked the entry paper , then i thought i need to be in a new feild i took up an internship and there also i didnt pull off well. I targetted jobs and got rejected from everywhere but there is one role i got where i didnt see myself working and ultimately just one moth of joined they want to sack me.I fucked up major time without any planning and i am so nervous about the future. I dont know when will i get a job that i will get excited to work for and this is taking a whole lotta of my mindspace. how do i make myself feel better and not loose hope.is there anybody who can understand.???
Hi! I understand you. I’ve been performing good on my job but feeling like shit. It’s taking a toll on my mental health. I also want to change fields problem is I’m about to graduate. Honestly I feel so fucked uo right now to give you a solution but, I can guarantee that work, jobs, school are not as important as your wellbeing. Society makes us think that our jobs/fields define us but it’s so messed up! Here to chat if you want to
hey thanks for responding.
