So I commented on a post of a guy who was suicidal..I can't seem to find the post..am worried something bad might have happened..I dunno his real name..his id was @spartan47..is it possible to find out if he is ok .. anyone

Thanks..it has been one of my life purpose to help people with suicidal tendancies..have lost few who could have been saved...so irrespective of the fact I know them or no I want to help..

Hey thanks for this..I feel much at peace now..I hope he feels better soon

Depression

I see forever in your eyes. I feel okay when i see you smile….
I’m pretty sure that you are the love of my life….


Love

I feel stressed so much. I feels lonely everyday. It is very tough for me to facing this stress. I actually don't know about my these feelings.  But am alone. 

Stress

Not sure anymore. I am a mishmosh of feelings. Right now I feel good due to alcohol. However, I am not happy nor is my life bad. Honestly, I can not complain. This feeling of melancholy has been a natural feeling for me for many years. Though I force myself at times to really think about my life, I easily avoid it by listening to music or watching tv shows/movies that make me feel good. Thinking just gives me a headache and I have had enough of those to last me a lifetime. Not sure where I am going with this but this has been my reality for a while now, may be longer. 

Isn't it weird❓
Trauma makes you push people away, when all you really want is love 🌈❤️🌸

#compassion

Compassion

Depressed

Lonely

I miss those days when happiness did not need any excuse. I miss those days when sadness had no room, those days, when I could laugh without the fear of being judged by others. I feel unusually melancholy over the thought of growing up so fast. Now I realise how valuable those days were when I had absolutely no tension or infringement. I could swing for as long as I wanted, I could run at my best speed, I could laugh like a maniac and live freely. If I look back I can see a sweet girl doing crazy stuff and being happy like there was no sadness in the world. I want to be carefree and relax like I was at that time. I want to give away all my sadness and bitterness in exchange for love and happiness. I want to do something remarkable and I want to be remembered by people specially by those who matter to me. Not essentially in studies- I believe our emotions and values overpower any amount of education we have- but through my way of  living. I do not want any external influence, I want to be able enough to take my decisions on my own. I have never really thought how I see myself as a person. I just know that whoever I am I mean something to someone. If only I could get my childhood days back.. I would give anything to be able to live that we yet again.

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