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Anonymous

So i am in a relationship i am 20 btw and he’s 24
We started dating a year and a half ago
i love him and he loves me
but now as we started meeting more going over to each other’s house
I found out something
so last wednesday i went to his house and he told me never to go on the second floor of his house i was like fine i never went there in 1 year.Because i didn’t wanted to break his trust or invade his privacy.and whenever i tried to know…he used to find excuses not to talk about it. i didn’t ask about it either.it was fine but on wednesday he went to his father’s place as his step mom wasn’t well technically i was alone in his home for the first ever time . this kitten roaming in his front yard i brought it in and gave her milk in a bowl to drink…she just went running upstairs.i went behind her to catch her and guess what we were on 2nd floor so there were 3 doors2 led to terraces.and one was open a little.i guess that room he didn’t wanted me to go…i just thought about it and went downstairs with the cat that room wasn’t going out of my mind…i just thought a sneak peak wouldn’t harm anyone.i went upstairs…and opened the door a bit…the first sight scared me…
He was into some serious kinky suff…the room was full of these things…i had never seen these kinda things in real other than movies…and i couldn’t blame anyone else as he lived alone…i was shocked confused scared at the same time…i would have never imagined it…
i just walked across the room observing everything…it was scary…i needed to leave before he came…but i was in shock…and the thing i was afraid about… he came…he was in a little shock…he questioned what are you doing here in anger i was just about to say… i hadn’t seen him this angry before i say anything…he just said… Just Leave… i left.
I am so mad him for many reasons.
1. why he kept it from me?
2. if he did that stuff he must not be doing it alone…there must be someone else.so technically he cheated…
3. I am just scared of him i don’t know the reason…
I haven’t talked to him for a week now…
he tried to call several time…i avoided…but i need space and time to digest the things…
i stay out of my home almost whole day…but my neighbour told he came to meet me 3-4 times…
I am just scared and confused…i will accept him the way he is but i can’t let strangers be with him…but why he hide that from me…and also even if in future we get married…he obv still want all those things…and i can’t…so he’ll bring in other people…
Its a mess

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Wanderer @wanderer_

first, he probably cheated cause he won’t hide kinky stuff, and even if he does, he wouldn’t ask you to leave if he has some fetish.
so you need to clearly ask him and have a clean breakup, do not meet him in private, he might try to overpower you

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Anonymous

I shouldn’t?
Because rn before 20 minutes he came following me to cafe i went to…i asked him let’s talk here…he said no…and told me to meet me in private either at his house or mine…
What should ido?

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Wanderer @wanderer_

Idk whether or not you are here now, but never meet in private

@cskarthik

just move on

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Anonymous

I already did…thnx

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