So i am fairly new at my workplace and i have this manager who i feel donot likes me. Everyone thinks d
She is fun but i donot like her vibe. Like samne sai tou she talks nice and stuff but peechai she would be saying bad stuff. I donot want to assume but i just donot like her vibe. I knew what i was doing but still she was showing her power. Already bura din ja raha tha and kaam ki wajah sai aur bura ho gaya... ohh god .. i wish i could delete the whole of 2019 and 2020. Missing uni days.. 

Its okay to not like someone. If you feel you have judged her soon, then maybe give her sometime and yourself.

Adulting

Pata nhi yaar …. Kl tk thik tha … aaj achanak se i am feeling ki … she told me ki “galti kr diye tumhaare saath relation me aa kr” toh i deleted her number fir she wished me happy bday after 6 months . Fir maine wish back kiya toh kuch der baat krne ke baad she blocked me fir maine sunaya toh unblocked me fir kuch din baad achanak se msg kiya ki “tumhe ab msg bhi nhi kr skti kya” fir kych din ache se baat kiya . Fir achanak se number delete kr diya toh fir maine pucha ki kyu kiya toh she said “tumhaara aana jaana nhi pasand, i dont wanna go back what has ended has ended,yaar u lied about your father jinke wajah se tum jo bhi aaj ho unke wahah se ho koi kitna bhi immature ho ye jhoot toh nhi hi bolega i have moved on tum bhi kr lo” 
I m just thinking here ki if she has moved on why did she wish me and not also that she said “ab tumhe text bhi nhi kr skti kya?”  And kuch din baat krne ke baad she again blocked me . Fir again i asked her what is your problem ? Then from then she has not blocked me again. 
What is the reason? 

3am Thoughts

Ye notification chal raha hai kya abhi? Kuch drop Karo yaha...
Mere simple se text bhi under review hai

Confusion

Agr rishta nibha nahi shkte to banao hi mat 
Aapke timepass ke chakkar mai   koi tut shkta hai 


Yrrr sab matlabi hai sab sala iss dunia mai kisiko zyada importance bhi mat do aur dogle logo se to dur hi raho warna inko kuch farak nahi padta aate hai timepass karke nikl jate hai inko kya maja atta haina isliye durr raho yrr logo se sach mai mtlabi hai puri duniyaa 🥺😔🙏

Me koi mandir ka ghanta hu jo sab baja ke chale jate hai? There is so much PAIN AND SUFFERING at every point of time. Nahi ho raha yr mujhse. I am disappointing everyone, sab chidh rahe hai. Kya karu mai...
I dont want to live like this, kab tak? Kuch change nahi ho raha mujhse. I am just waiting for death to free me. Thak gayi hu me. 

Exhausted

Guys today i have witnessed an amazing thing, so about a month ago i posted here saying that is it normal that my friend writes fast and when he does that everything went blurry for him when he's in the zone and today i got to witnessed it. So today we have a Math test and its Hard for me for i forgot most of it and so 5mins later at answering i looked at my friend and he's only staring at his worksheet. And i think maybe that it's too hard for  closed his eyes for a sec and after he opened it he started answering at the first 30sec it seems normal then it started he took a deep inhale then he started writing answer at a fast speed i looked at my teacher he looked back at me he stand up and walked by our chair and then he witnessed it, he look shock the same way as i do then a few of our classmate look at our direction and they got curious about what's happening so they went to our chair and they also saw it we were amazed by him and its like he only focus at his sheet and don't even notice us i tried to distract him by touching his shoulder but he's still focused and a few minutes passed by, he finished he looked at us and ask wtf are you doing? And we're like duded you went crazy. We all laughed then he passed his sheet to our teacher we went back to answering and a few minutes we heard "God DAMNN!" we look at our teacher and he announced that my friend got a fcking perfect score and we got amazed so we made some noice and clap at our hand my friend got embarrassed then he took my worksheet to answer it and the teacher didn't stop him but he just grabbed a chair and sat beside him and we wait until he finishes I got a fcking Goosebumps the whole time. It's crazy

Friends

Had a Bad day 😞😞😞
Already I'm on my periods
Morning se boss is like this is imp complete this... Ek khatam nhi hua ki dusra work hai he ready...
Mom and Dad didi ke saath Jiju ke gaav ja rahe hai toh unka scene alag...
Unke har 1 HR ke baad call ye nhi mil raha woh nhi mil raha mera woh shirt kaha hai woh saree kidar hai... Waha se didi ka call mera ye saman bhej woh saman bhej ye bhi pack karwana woh bhi pack karwana ab job pe mera kaam Karu ya ye sab dekhu... Frnd ke bday ke liye Amazon se items order kiye the unka delivery date next week tha woh aaj pe leke aaye... Maine complete order ka payment Kiya hai online... morning tak Already Paid bata raha tha... Abhi evening mein frnd ko call gaya ki pay on delivery aa raha hai delivery pe pay karna hai wtf yrr... (It felt so embarrassing yrr ) Jo payment Kiya tha woh paise kaha gye pata nhi... Evening ko Ghar aayi mom dad ne adhi adhuri packing ki thi... Ye nhi Mila unko woh nhi Mila unko... uske chakkar mein bus tak late pohche toh didi ko gussa aya ki maine dhyan nhi Diya sab mein...
Meri kya galati hai batao meri kya galati hai muje jitna hua maine kiya yrr... Kaha kami reh gyi mujme yrr
😞😞😞
Sab mere saath he kyu....
Aur aaty toh sab ek saath kyu ?? Bhai😞😞😞



Do you guys believe in Lucky Charms? I have this very close friend of mine, when she Came into my life, I got success in various fields, and when she use to be angry on me, or if we had any conflicts or fights, things usually turned out to be bad. 
Now we are not in touch, as we use to be, and damn, I'm at worst. Like seriously. 

So I feel like she is my lucky charm. I have never failed in any exams whenever she wishes me good luck, and never succeeded if she don't. 
So do you think ki Lucky charm jaisa kuch hota hai? Or maybe I'm overthinking? But I've noticed it a lot of times. Kaafi kaafi baar. 

Thursday, 14 April 
Soo heyyy u all 
         Mne ye app bauth time se hi downlod kia hua hai but i was just thinking from what to start and how to start because im not good at expressing my feelings idk how to write or how to tell ik this will anonymous for all of us so I decided to write so i dont have partner issues kue ky waha tak khabhi baat pouchii hi nehi im just finding my family like i have family but not my actual family this will be continue in next one :))))
  Byeee 

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